strokes chin. i feel like matt doesn't get tilted too easily, especially when he's playing with a friend (see him being like "yooo they're mad as hell" when he was playing with keeho lmaoo i could hear it in his voice exactly) but i feel like that means that when he does get tilted it's kind of scary. like gyuvin (?) ranking matthew as one of the scariest members when mad haunts me. like i need to see it (so i can jerk off to it)

but taerae mentioned before that gunwook and yujin play league together so i feel like that's kind of the vibe that gunwook is used to more nowadays. or matthew just kind of laughing it off if a game is going bad and they're all playing together so when he Locks In and the vibe shifts it's like 😳 especially if he gets kind of snappy. like whether it's at their own team or the other.

taerae probably gets more tilted than matthew does on average lol but like. gunwook is used to playing with him when he's like that so it's not as much of a primal shock. like when taerae gets tilted gunwook can joke about how sexy he is when he's angry. when matthew gets tilted gunwook just goes quiet. he doesn't know what sound he'll make if he opens his mouth lol. idk if he'd go as far as jacking off but he kind of skirts arround matthew and refuses to game with him for a while and matthew is like :( sorry i usually don't get like that did i scare you i promise i wasn't mad at you can you play with me again i miss you meanwhile gunwook has been trying not to jack off to it

tangentially this makes me realize that like... we don't really know how gunwook plays just that he does. like people don't really ask him about it despite him being a little pc bang fiend. someone get in those fansigns. anyway until proven otherwise my headcanon is he's a kayn main. solely based on the fact i think he's his type lol look at his other fictional faves lmfao. it would track.

also tangentially even though i mostly play lillia jgl/top rn i've been trying other roles since who knows i might like someone more than her and i figure might as well try now. (don't @ me about my abysmal winrate it's slightly less abysmal now). and i played a zeri adc game with a support named Yaoi who carried me in their strong beautiful arms and gave me tips even though i kept inting and said "good job!" when i actually successfully implemented them. and now i feel like i have to become an adc main even if i don't stick with zeri if only for the chance to cross paths with them once more. idk if i can though it affects my mental to see BOTTOM plastered over my ign. tag your otp.

need to actually watch that zbtving ep so i have a frame of reference HE PLAYED LILLIA?? HOLD ON

honestly? fuck topping. fuck bottoming. dry humping only.

tbh ppl can’t comprehend the coexistence of multiple dichotomies, let alone false ones lol. i’ve been straight up since the moment i set foot here that i like gmg like i’ve said. i literally had to forcibly popularize it because strict bottom matthew people were harassing me despite following my locked account first after reading a fic where gunwook nuts when matthew gropes his ass after imagining him bouncing on it lmfao. so yeah i’m honor bound to stand behind everyone that prefers bottom gunwook even though i actually do prefer geonmaet over maetgeon.

because it isn’t that deep, but because people perceive penetrative sex so one dimensionally, it is, because that’s how we end up with people that think gunwook is an incontrovertibly masculine heterosexual that we’re just semefying for yaoi, that act like he’s sooo huge and muscular when he doesn’t even have abs right now and had noodle arms up until a month ago (they have to pretend he’s so much bigger than he is, so they can pretend that matthew is a twink. (which as is well established, i fucking hate. what do you think that word means. gunwook could actually do well still on like twink subreddits if he tags himself as a twunk. matthew would be booed off. and yet.), that think he has to be super aggressive and dominant and all of that like.

i eat the fuck out of top gunwook but quite frankly, if someone doesn’t fuck with bottom gunwook, especially if it’s because they don’t fuck with top matthew, like. i’m not eating that because i know what side dishes it’s usually served with. it’s like a literally 9:1 ratio geonmaet vs maetgeon i’m not letting strict maetreuners act like they’re fucking oppressed. like when people were like omggg other people like sub bottom matthew omggg like shut up girl you’re literally the majority your bitch ass was just terrified of me like who the fuck else is out there

sorry i have a lot of pent up anger over this but im trying to be more normal 🧡

alleged truth social merger + new tos

tbh half the time incest allegations just mean people can't deny a ship loves each other in some way, so they have to find a different way to make it morally unacceptable to like it because we can't just not be into things i guess. like, genuinely. if you're not into incest like. it is not a cope to tell yourself this this is straight up the case much of the time. like please do not let these people bother you if they call your ship incest because if they are, it's because it bothers them that deeply that it's so obvious that they care about each other. i'm not knocking not being able to get into a ship because you can't see their affection in a shippy way btw like i Get it and icl i do feel that way about some ships. it's when you spin it that other people are Bad and committing thoughtcrimes because they personally see it otherwise that i think is ridiculous.

and the other half of the time it feels transparent that op is in deep denial of their own incest kink like people tweet some of the craziest things and i'm like damn i'm open about having an incest kink and this is too much even for me. coughs at a baby wanting skin to skin contact with his mother. like some of the things antis playing the incest card say are even freakier than gunwook responding to matthew saying he wished he was his daughter with "kyaa daddy stop kissing me." i know what kind of freaky hentai he's watching btw

frankly, i feel like rather than trying to deny freakiness, we're much better off just embracing it. like yes matthew calls gunwook his brother but like he also calls him sexy every other business day and let's him send it from his ifreak all over him. and like... he wants to be called oppa let's be serious here for a moment. gunwook doesn't use honorifics with him anymore and only calls him hyung when he wants something. like let's be real.

and to hop off a ship you mentioned like yes hanbin has repeatedly expressed at length that he feels like he carried matthew in his womb for nine months and wishes he had been able to experience the miracle of his birth. like. embrace that. there are always going to be antis that say your otp are literally brothers or literally father/son or literally whatever. your otp might also say that. just roll with it. ignore it. embrace it. there is always the chance the incest allegations will come from inside the house. make peace with it in whatever manner you see fit. life goes on, love endures, and discourse never dies.

his detailed fantasy he was going on about with a childhood friends shoujo meet cute… i’m too lazy to find the clip of that live rn but like. i want his anime girl dreams to come true.

however he is an all-rounder and he is sooo shounen deuteragonist like he was made to be the initial “rival” that the protagonist quickly learns is not mean and scary and is just autistic and the protag then delights in discovering his gap moe as they forge a stronger friendship and gunwook becomes his ride or die even if they keep up their banter. like i just described like 20 shonen deuteragonists at minimum lmao. he’s like on the same team and he takes it the hardest when they experience the Big Failure at the end of season 1 and cries so hard but it only makes him more determined to take them to the top

he would also work so well in the student council archetype like. he’s already living it. anime girl gunwook would have a hime cut or a severe ponytail and a Reputation and also 500 plushies at home

wow…. damn ok. but currently on repeat is full moon - viviz this is real music https://open.spotify.com/track/71tZizhUUe7eYYTrr3kxcM?si=AHUSobNYSumW7ADqTSBSZw

don’t ask me no stupid fucking questions (yes)

icl after all that i’m going to skip on this. i can buy the gunwook inclusions off someone later if he looks cute. although if it’s over edited as much last year’s… idk like wdym you announce this so late and open preorders the same day and only have them open for a week. i can smell the production issues

never let them tell you being annoying doesn’t work

like we’re halfway through november. i know they want our money just show it to me rachel

the way they announced a late jan cb before the sg…

there’s a nonzero chance they’ll get “friendship” tattoos by disbandment… i believe… what spot were you feeling. i’m a sap and i like the idea of like. upper chest below the collarbone type of deal where if they wear a tank top sometimes you can see parts of it but they would really need to flash you for you to see all of it. or a hip tattoo… although tbh when you said a place that can’t be seen easily my first thought was on the ass cheek like a my little pony cutie mark LMFAO that’s not happening though

tbh though sometimes people manage to convince me for a while that gunwook is more about tattoos on other people than on himself. which yeah i can see but i do feel like he’ll get at least one small one eventually. i think really we’re just all projecting our personal preferences and fetishes onto him. speaking of which i think he should get a web piercing out of spite because people were acting crazy about people being silly about the possibility of him having one and im like damn it would be sexy though and i could visualize him with one more than him getting a more visible facial piercing.

i was going to be like give him some credit as if my whole deal isn’t getting off on the idea of him sucking at fucking lmfaooo but who’s telling my bubu to leave… if they can’t be grateful he’s trying so hard he can come sit on my dick instead. tbh believe it or not i haven’t really dedicated much thought to the idea of gunwook bouncing on it. what can i say i want him under me…. like i need that prone bone with him unconsciously attempting to hump the mattress but also push his hips back up into you while he drools into the pillow his face is pressed into

but i digress. like how would he be on top … much to think about. i feel like he’s less of a bouncing on it type of guy and more like. bottoms out and gyrates. okay yeah that’s a good mental image. just kind of parks on it and calling him half-hard is a stretch but he’s leaking like a faucet as he moves his hips experimentally trying to gauge what’s good for you but he hits on what’s good for him first and kind of chases that and acts like a sad puppy afterwards

🧡 it’s crazy that the rare pair early days was like… crush era. like it’s wild that people can just come into this fandom now and gmg is like. popular. considered forcefed. overdone. and not something they’re scared of admitting to liking in public. like sooo many people were on anon or permalocked… like me included at first lol but like i would make my silly “rec” tweets because the writers wouldn’t have anything out there i could bump.

icl like… i never imagined gmg would get this popular and it’s such a jarring experience being into something so widely enjoyed but like. damn. it’s really nice. i feel spoiled. it genuinely feels really good that like nobody is calling me a community pillar or seeing me as a microinfluencer or being intimidated by me anymore because there’s enough people here now that i no longer matter. like it’s not me and three friends feeding ourselves it’s okay for me not to lock in because there are so many who are. i helped build this city and now i can just live in it and leave the civic service to people with greater mental stability

anyway this reminds me i never finished that rectober thread lol

not to be insane but i feel like he’s playing coy because this is the new version of “we shouldn’t…” he’s latched onto now that he can’t play the forbidden age gap card the way he used to be able to. like he’s not straight edge but he’s still playing at rejection even with like societal expectations for binge drinking. like he’ll be all demure like nooo he has to be responsible (even though he can’t be the DD because he failed his license test) (that’s such a huge moe point btw i still can’t believe he did that i know he passed the second time and got his permit but god. let me teach you how to put it in park baby boy. but i digress)

but well if you keep insisting that he have a drink then i guess he has to. for you. and well now you need to take responsibility for how he acts when he’s drunk because he tooootally wouldn’t have had anything if you didn’t ask him to. he toootally usually doesn’t drink, he doesn’t know what he gets like, for sure, he was nervous, but you promised to take care of him so now you simply have to take care of him no matter what that entails

i feel like this has been kind of flattened into a false dichotomy and like, depending on what you mean the answer to this could be yes, no, or maybe.

icl poly ships tend to be a hard sell for me in general because they are not A+B(+C etc), they are their own ships which result in their own dynamics and if they are presented as a "solution" i am not about that. it's. kind of like kink fics where it's like, on paper i do not oppose this on principle, but it feels almost like you are painting by numbers or trying to posit some level of moral superiority here so i am not eating this execution. and i've gone into it at length on my old retrospring about how i do not like harems lmao. it is much easier to sell me on something vague and ill-defined than on a government-registered polycule. and also with the way i excessively categorize everything in my mind palace group sex and polyships are two distinct beasts and i feel like they often aren't treated as such. like running a train on someone is different from shipping them with all of those involved in said train to me idk.

anyway to more directly answer your question, if matthew and gunwook are being shipped with each other, i'm personally not into involving anyone else. in part because i think that the intensity and nature of their dynamic kind of inherently precludes it unless the third is into chilling in the cuck chair for extended periods, but also because, frankly, i don't like a lot of their other ships so mixing them together does nothing for me. like even if i did not feel the way i do about gmg, i would not eat a lot of these ot3 ships because i simply do not like the other guy with either of them lmfao.

so yeah. if you want someone to get into a poly ship involving gmg i am not the right guy to bring that to. but you have company and there are other people who would be happy to talk to you. i am, however, not entirely opposed to shipping them with other people when they're separated, so i don't necessarily consider myself a monogamist because i'm not a dedicated monoshipper like many other gmgers are. i'm just a hater lmfao but like we try to keep it classy. i do love putting gunwook in a situation. i'm just like... the multiversal type of multishipper, which like. i know isn't uncommon but i feel like there's almost some sort of weird kind of expectation that if you do multiship their ass is open to the public at all hours. like if that's your kink, love and peace but i'm like... that is a kink why does it feel like the assumed default.

ill be irresponsible and browse the prompts...

yeah i do Not believe him lmaooo i feel like if anything he’s slightly embarrassed about how he is when he’s drunk so he’d rather set up reasoning it advance to avoid getting drunk in front of the public or any cameras.

he’s like.. the blushiest boy and has a low tolerance for his size and flushes like all the way down his chest and back and arms like he’s soo pink and warm everywhere and he gets really sleepy and clingy really fast like i feel like there’s a very thin line for him between pleasantly buzzed and flirty and fun and then suddenly he’s crawling on top of someone and passing out on them lol. i think he’d be very cute and like it’d be like when he does his sleepytime lives where he’s all pink and kind of slurring his words a little all sleep drunk and kind of giggly. when he falls asleep drunk he is Out and it’s kind of embarrassing to him but he’s also lowkey into it.

matthew i feel is a Loud drunk and also slightly belligerent. like he’s not outright fighting people but he’ll get in your face and prove a point and he’ll jump at dares. he somehow is more “responsible” than gunwook when they drink but it’s mostly because he’s (supposedly) more lucid.

gunwook basically just crawls into matthew’s lap and zones out and kind of mumbles aimlessly into his shoulder i feel and matthew has to lug him around and gunwook is kind of swooning about it or maybe he’s just falling asleep and he kind of has to drag gunwook to bed and people joke about what they’re going to get up to and matthew loudly defends gunwook’s honor and he wakes up and starts tearing up like :( do you not want me hyung. and like buzzed gunwook is fun and going for it and all that but drunk gunwook is Not getting it up but he’s sooo warm and relaxed and will cling to you and if you try to pull out he’s like noooo

several… i am just a man… like imagine standing behind her and holding her waist while she’s trying to twist her shoulders to get the leverage to get out not to be a freak but she was sooo cute when she was like owwww… like imagine if she was wearing a short skirt and when she was wiggling trying to get out you can see her panties are wet and when you fall silent and she realizes you can see you can visibly see her get wetter as she squirms in there and ohhh nooo. and you get vaseline or something to help her shoulders slip out and she kind of leans forward and sticks her hips back to get more “leverage” but oh nooo it would be suuuch a tragedy if she ended up backing up into your boner and it can’t be on purpose because she can’t see and she kind of shrieks at you but she’s still wiggling her hips against you and fine maybe she wants you to lube something else up first and after you push her underwear to the side and fuck her further into the locker and make the whole row rattle while her little squeaks and shrieks echo in the metal she gets boneless enough to slide out

sorry… like i said im just a man but i know i wasn’t the only one thinking it… like can we get cheerleader belle stuck in her locker and someone she was a little bitchy to as a joke is the first to walk by and she’s wheedling them to help her get unstuck but oh nooo what’s she going to do if they get revenge oh nooo she can’t do anything oh no what do you mean her pink panties are all wet

nah he's just cheating on you with me 🧡

im crying. mover, lawnmower, and pool boy gw all occupy the same niche. he’s nice and tall so he can reach everything and he can hold things with his giant puppy paws so easily. and of course he has to take care of his back it’s one of his best assets. he’s part of like college hunks moving junk or whatever that company is called and he loves when embarrassing moms are like oh myyy they certainly delivered the hunks and their kids are like MOM don’t be WEIRD they’re MY AGE but he loooves it.

anyway i hire him to help me move and he insists on doing as much as he can himself because sir that’s why im here and who am i to deny the opportunity to just sit back and watch him move things around and get all sweaty while he assembles my furniture and puts my dishes in cabinets im too short to reach without a stepstool and i offer him water and buy him pizza and he’s so excited for the pizza and offhand mentions he’s on a diet and then i fuss over him and insists he brings the entire box of garlic knots home and i give him an exorbitant cash tip and tell him i’ll pay him cash to come back and help me take things to the dump in a week or so because i don’t have a car and he shouldn’t but i touch his arm inappropriately and entice him into committing tax fraud

i feel like one day i’m going to regret enabling it but it opens up so many delightful opportunities

masterpiece

i kind of put the idolverse-but-worse fic i was writing for 1:1 on the back burner because i feel like i was a bit too ambitious with it and if i spent like 4 months agonizing over benchmark there’s no fucking way i’m finishing this by the end of november loll

mostly rn im trying to finish some things that are like… almost there. some things are more There than others because i combine wips when the opportunity arises for them to lead into each other. but also because im me i have ten billion wips and counting and just keep adding to the pile because im more of an ideas guy than a results one lmao

as far as stuff i’ve talked about before my main priorities to finish up are the hell summer pgw/phb fic that literally has needed one last scene for the last 8 months (cries) and i’ve been replanning the gmg isekai au so it can be a longer oneshot instead of multi chap and i don’t need to establish as many relationships and characters lol. gotta make things easier for my pea brain to write and i do really still want to post it i busted my ass making that stupid dating sim work skin for it loll. and i’d like to finish the parasite fic for a day of spookfest. the cosplayer au i posted for wip wfriday is just something stupid im writing while im queueing to get my ass beat in ranked solo so i don’t really have a timeline for that. i just need to make myself laugh so i don’t despair and rage at my lack of gamer prowess.

as for wips i haven’t mentioned yet my main prio rn is the 1:1 prompt i did take. tbh idk if im going to deanon that one bc im lowkey embarrassed but i feel like people could figure me out lmfao. but it’s familiar territory. and after i went through kiof rps twt i was like damn they’re cooking kind of with a jennifer’s body bellcat au (isn’t it so cute how julie’s rps name is cat. it’s adorable) so i wanted to dip into that for spookfest but it might just end up being vignettes of belle cannibalizing various boy idols since i keep changing on my mind on how i wanted to adapt the dynamic to actually fit bellcat because like they’re both hot girls living the hot girl lifestyles it feels wrong to take that away from either of them loll