strokes chin. i feel like matt doesn't get tilted too easily, especially when he's playing with a friend (see him being like "yooo they're mad as hell" when he was playing with keeho lmaoo i could hear it in his voice exactly) but i feel like that means that when he does get tilted it's kind of scary. like gyuvin (?) ranking matthew as one of the scariest members when mad haunts me. like i need to see it (so i can jerk off to it)

but taerae mentioned before that gunwook and yujin play league together so i feel like that's kind of the vibe that gunwook is used to more nowadays. or matthew just kind of laughing it off if a game is going bad and they're all playing together so when he Locks In and the vibe shifts it's like 😳 especially if he gets kind of snappy. like whether it's at their own team or the other.

taerae probably gets more tilted than matthew does on average lol but like. gunwook is used to playing with him when he's like that so it's not as much of a primal shock. like when taerae gets tilted gunwook can joke about how sexy he is when he's angry. when matthew gets tilted gunwook just goes quiet. he doesn't know what sound he'll make if he opens his mouth lol. idk if he'd go as far as jacking off but he kind of skirts arround matthew and refuses to game with him for a while and matthew is like :( sorry i usually don't get like that did i scare you i promise i wasn't mad at you can you play with me again i miss you meanwhile gunwook has been trying not to jack off to it

tangentially this makes me realize that like... we don't really know how gunwook plays just that he does. like people don't really ask him about it despite him being a little pc bang fiend. someone get in those fansigns. anyway until proven otherwise my headcanon is he's a kayn main. solely based on the fact i think he's his type lol look at his other fictional faves lmfao. it would track.

also tangentially even though i mostly play lillia jgl/top rn i've been trying other roles since who knows i might like someone more than her and i figure might as well try now. (don't @ me about my abysmal winrate it's slightly less abysmal now). and i played a zeri adc game with a support named Yaoi who carried me in their strong beautiful arms and gave me tips even though i kept inting and said "good job!" when i actually successfully implemented them. and now i feel like i have to become an adc main even if i don't stick with zeri if only for the chance to cross paths with them once more. idk if i can though it affects my mental to see BOTTOM plastered over my ign. tag your otp.