❛ I forgot to bring a pen with me 、   ❜

      O1。 :  Boyfriend Ramble.

      O2。 :  Song or Lyrics.

      O3。 :  My Current Thoughts.

      O4。 :  Kintype or Synpath.

      O5。 :  Fun Fact.

      O6。 :  Soukoku Fact.

      O7。 :  Quote.

      ❛ So I won't draw on your face this time 。  ❜

UAYYAYAYAYAY HAIIII

      O1。 :  hes so sweet i actually died. the messages your gf showed me and all the stuff he said gave me a heart attack i think. i couldnt think properly this afternoon oh my goodness. i love him so so much. i kind of spiraled and relapsed into some bad habits of mine recently but the only thing motivating me to get better is that i want to be someone whos actually deserving of his love you know? i put myself down a lot and i think im not good for him.. but i really am trying to be someone worthy of his love

      O6。 :  oohhhhhhhh chapter 101. i could talk for hours oh my god. its one of my favorite chapters ill never shut up about it ever. "now that i think about it, there were times where our hearts really connected. like that time..." dazai trails off, and we can see him silently reminiscing his times with chuuya. "..ah, i guess there really werent any!" this FAGGOT doesnt liek to express his feelings so he basically laughs it off and goes "oh wait haha right i hate you" OHHHHH THEY MAKE ME ILL

      O7。 :  "I always lose the things I don't want to lose the most. That's why I don't feel anything anymore. The moment you get your hands on something worth going after, you lose it. That's just how things are. There is nothing worth pursuing at the cost of prolonging a life of suffering." -Osamu Dazai, Bungou Stray Dogs

horrible i killed myself

O1。 :  im really looking forward to our anni this month..... its halfway to one year so i need to do something big. i have no ideas though. maybe i'll start on that thing i was telling you about on bsky. and then once i get the general theme and stuff done you can help me fill out stuff. so you dont have to necessarily decorate anything or make graphics and all. cus i remember you telling me you were gonna take a break from rentry. so if we did this it could just be a big joint gift so you dont feel bad for not making something? :3c

      O3。 :  you caught me at a moment where my head is empty i fear. im thinking about you now though. i dont know if yyou saw my messages on bluesky but i sent you like four cat videos

      O6。 :  their abilities are linked in so many ways. i could talk about this for hours. firstly, their eye color matches with the others ability color. so many people gloss over this and it drives me NUTS!!!!!!!!! its only because they think its a stretch because "ohhh dazais eyes are brown!" THEYRE NO!T!!!!you gusy dont get it if you look CLOSELY!!!!!!! REALLY CLOSEL!!!Y!!!!!! in some of scenes theyre redish WHICH leads me to believe their real color is liek a redish brown. you will never change my mind on this. anwyay!!!!! the obvious linking because dazai is the only one who can save chuuya when he uses corruption. then we get to the names!!!! i saw something about this recently and i thought it was really cool. but chuuya's body is "no longer human" and dazai's life is "the tainted sorrow". WEEPP. it was so cool i haye them cna you tell.

i hate this new update wtf

ouuhhh, ok! theyre @slug on here if you wanna check them out ^_^

my friend ^_^ why?

HI AYAOOMF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

      O1。 :  i loev him so much. im in the middle of making a joint rentry for us and i went back through our ts messages from when we started dating to find the exact time. may 24th at 9:17 PM. the time is coming up soon for me!!!!!! i love him did you know. we're literally soukoku

      O2。 :  im on a mitski grind rn so you get the song im listening to right now, which is the only heartbreaker by mitski!    "But I think for as long as we're together / I'll be the only heartbreaker"

      O3。 :  today ive been thinking about how genuinely happy i am now. i have a cute cool handsome smart loving boyfriend and really nice genuine friends, my teachers are nice and not scary, my classmates are nicer.. im really grateful for everything. i acted like my irls dropping me was the end of the world but im actually better off now i think

      O4。 :  Sigma from Bungou Stray Dogs! he's a high synpath ^_^

      O5。 :  slugs can mate with themselves

      O6。 :  from the real author dazai's book 'memories', he talks about a classmate he was friends with, who he also had a crush on. he said he regrets not telling the other boy his true feelings. they met when they were 15, and the boy was described as short. he once gave dazai a slug. in bsd, dazai and chuuya met when they were 15, chuuya is described as short, and dazai has chuuya's name in his phone as "slug".

      O7。 :  "Anxiety was trapped in the depths of my heart, like a formation of black clouds I could not break free of." - Osamu Dazai, Pandora's Box

!!!!!!! THIS

WHAT THE FCUK HAPPENEDTO MY DISPLAU NAME

i need to kill myself now

chuuya nakahara and beast dazai are my mainly nonsharing ones.... for the rest, click me!

if i say osamu dazai will i get shot

dont date anyone but cassie they all suck but vanitas is the chuuya to your dazai tho so DO date him never ever ever approach maelynn shes a freak. same with angel. pleaaaaaaaaase dont waste a year of your life on someone who doesnt even love you properly theyre not worth it i assure you

hangs head, kicks rock and walks away (i am THE skk fan ever and my boyfriend is THE fyolai fan ever)

its beautiful morw me would be nice though add a little picture of me in the corner pleae /joek 😞

im the newest member of #husbandspring

im too dumb for all this new shit how are your themes all so pretty mines just. BLOO.

i have to fc god-ish on expert to flex on this person i don't like bc they can't fc it

hello nonnie! i'd have to say anything sour, really.. i like those airhead sour strips! what about you? :O!

the power of fem soukoku and iztea_'s art... mwahahahaaha.....