HI AYAOOMF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

      O1。 :  i loev him so much. im in the middle of making a joint rentry for us and i went back through our ts messages from when we started dating to find the exact time. may 24th at 9:17 PM. the time is coming up soon for me!!!!!! i love him did you know. we're literally soukoku

      O2。 :  im on a mitski grind rn so you get the song im listening to right now, which is the only heartbreaker by mitski!    "But I think for as long as we're together / I'll be the only heartbreaker"

      O3。 :  today ive been thinking about how genuinely happy i am now. i have a cute cool handsome smart loving boyfriend and really nice genuine friends, my teachers are nice and not scary, my classmates are nicer.. im really grateful for everything. i acted like my irls dropping me was the end of the world but im actually better off now i think

      O4。 :  Sigma from Bungou Stray Dogs! he's a high synpath ^_^

      O5。 :  slugs can mate with themselves

      O6。 :  from the real author dazai's book 'memories', he talks about a classmate he was friends with, who he also had a crush on. he said he regrets not telling the other boy his true feelings. they met when they were 15, and the boy was described as short. he once gave dazai a slug. in bsd, dazai and chuuya met when they were 15, chuuya is described as short, and dazai has chuuya's name in his phone as "slug".

      O7。 :  "Anxiety was trapped in the depths of my heart, like a formation of black clouds I could not break free of." - Osamu Dazai, Pandora's Box