UAYYAYAYAYAY HAIIII

      O1。 :  hes so sweet i actually died. the messages your gf showed me and all the stuff he said gave me a heart attack i think. i couldnt think properly this afternoon oh my goodness. i love him so so much. i kind of spiraled and relapsed into some bad habits of mine recently but the only thing motivating me to get better is that i want to be someone whos actually deserving of his love you know? i put myself down a lot and i think im not good for him.. but i really am trying to be someone worthy of his love

      O6。 :  oohhhhhhhh chapter 101. i could talk for hours oh my god. its one of my favorite chapters ill never shut up about it ever. "now that i think about it, there were times where our hearts really connected. like that time..." dazai trails off, and we can see him silently reminiscing his times with chuuya. "..ah, i guess there really werent any!" this FAGGOT doesnt liek to express his feelings so he basically laughs it off and goes "oh wait haha right i hate you" OHHHHH THEY MAKE ME ILL

      O7。 :  "I always lose the things I don't want to lose the most. That's why I don't feel anything anymore. The moment you get your hands on something worth going after, you lose it. That's just how things are. There is nothing worth pursuing at the cost of prolonging a life of suffering." -Osamu Dazai, Bungou Stray Dogs