go on
when I try to get better I get worse idk what to do!!
Honestly, you should do as you wish. Getting better or getting worse is somewhat something you can't decide, it can be either on a universal perspective or a personal perspective of better or not. If you want to be satisfied with it, maybe try and do what you like, if it piss all your neighbors do it. I knew how it is to be on the other side of trouble, it only feels good when your doing it for your own happiness and not others. But if you do want to get better like a good two shoes, then maybe paying attention for your surroundings is better. People say copping what others do is bad, but it's just a mechanism to fit in. Everyone does that, even the most diferent people
i dare you to introduce yourself but in the most MYSTERIOUS way you possibly can and no "name: I'm not telling"!!
"the one who is good but wont waste time to improve. Just because all I say may seem resonable, I might not be so genuine. A joy for some, but a missfortune to others. I'm what you would call a middle tearm, not what you would expect but not surprising. I won't mind what you think of me, hate me or not I am no prisoner to others. My name is as you would like it to be" Sounds good?
CONFESSION!!! Loving me is really funny; I flip-flop between "I genuinely don't want anything to do with you, so why don't you turn away before I hurt you more than I already have?" and "I'd burn every soul I knew, if I thought the fire was warming you." and I genuinely don't know how to feel about that.
Yeah, that's all I gotta say. Tag this as a vent if you want, even though it isn't (at least.. I think so?)
And for your troubles...
Honestly same. Like if being honest I do the same thing and it's so annoying 😭 like fr you love this person and as well you don't know how to express and by not knowing you just start hating and then you remember you do love the person and become the most romantic mf out there. Tbh dw I don't think is wrong, if they do love you and accept you the way you are then it shouldn't be something that big of a problem. Besides, loving is learning to accept!