thank you. here's my response: https://rentry.co/38mos774

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at this point i think people want me off the internet even if i haven't harmed anyone in the ways i'm being accused of. i have vented to my friends who are younger than me. this doesn't mean i've groomed them. i have a therapist and have for months. i don't need to rely on kids for this. i have never groomed anyone, and i've been in a situation where i've been groomed the exact way i'm being accused of. why would i ever put anyone through that? i've not gotten any screenshots and have been profusely refused them. so this is all a he said she said until proof is shown, which i don't think it will be. i am sorry to those who i have hurt. i don't understand why people want to hurt me without even showing anything to prove it. if i were accusing someone i'd show the screenshots to them. why am i not getting shown? i just want to see what i'm being accused of. i don't get it at all. i leave my friends to form their own opinions but i'm not a groomer.

i'm being called ableist for... making a similarity to a disorder i suspect with someone's behavior? it made people in chat uncomfortable to have such repetitive apologies...? i don't see how this is ableist, yes i did poke fun at it because it was strange to do in a public chat. but i am not ableist. i am tired of teenagers learning therapy words oh mny godd. if you have any questions feel free to dm me~

to whoever is doing this i'm sorry if i've upset you in the past. i don't know who you are and if you are still angry with me for some unrelated reason then we can talk it out. i apologize for taking this in a light-hearted manner but it's only because i know they're not true, but i understand that isn't good and can make others uncomfortable. these are serious allegations and they admittedly make me anxious and upset. i don't know exactly what you want from me anon but if you want me to leave the internet for some reason then i will go dark. genuinely. because i don't want to have anyone uneasy with my presence on here. it's really shameful to spread things like this in a joking manner like replacing peoples name with mine, i hope you don't do it in the future. please learn from this experience, as will i with dealing with these things. thank you

I'M PINNING THIS. YOU WILL START COUGHING IN 5 DAYS

💙◟ people tell keegan that he looks happier. they don't realize at first that it's because of mun... but once they see the way keegan relaxes around mun and always wants to be around him it clicks :'3 💙◟ he likes fishing. he'll go fish with mun sometimes especially after they both retire 💙◟ keegan doesn't like jewelry but you know like i said the other day. he would wear anything mun gets him...

🧢◟ I MISS COD GHOSTS SO MUCH. I'M GOING TO REPLAY IT SOMETIME SOON SO I CAN GET STARTED ON MY ANALYSIS!!! 💙◟ his style outside of military gear is like that techwear stuff idk. camo pants, jackets, high tops. IDK HE'S GOT A NICE STYLE AND I LOVE HIM 💤◟ I'M OKAY! a little anxious but mostly doing well :) 🐬◟ talking to my friends and answering asks. i have to test soon and then i can draw and play more black ops cold war

WAVES BACK SO FAST MY HAND BREAKS 🧢◟ thank you for doing this emoji bc i need to RANT. so i finished the game yesterday and holy fuck MY HEART. I MISS IT SO BAD like yes i can replay it but UGH there's nothing like the first time you play a game. i've grown attached to the characters and knowing there might not be a ghosts 2 BUT HOPING THERE IS ONE it makes me mad about the cliffhanger. i won't spoil it in case you ever play but they better make a ghosts 2 bc the cliffhanger is ANNOYING. other than that i've been sad about it being over. i can do my analysis paste finally but at what cost GAH. maybe i'll add speculations or write out a map on what i think will happen if ghosts 2 gets released ever... 🩵◟ keegan has a monster every so often. idk what flavor he would like but once he's retired he'll have one occassionally when mun is sipping on one. 💤◟ I'M HAPPY BC I'M GONNA STREAM ART TO MY FRIENDS SOON! i'm making them matching icons of bell and adler from call of duty :3 🐬◟ sipping on monster and chilling out... talking to my friends :D

I LOVE THEM SO BADLY 💙◟ my mind is blank RN bc of anixety so i'll give a canon fact: one of his skills is knife mastery. when you look at him in the game it makes sense. his kills with knives are quiet and calculated 💤◟ I'M OK! just nervous about hives i'm getting. idk the cause but hopefully they'll go away eventually! 🐬◟ EATING RIGATONI god it's my favorite food. need to study for my school too :3

HI WALKER GIGGLES!!! 💙◟ keegan probably had an emo phase sorry. i can't lie i'm enjoying the thought bc i bet he would be so silly and cute with emo hair and stupid alt clothes I LOVE HIM 💤◟ I'M OK! hoping to get a quesadilla for dinner... 🐬◟ HOPEFULLY MY FRIEND WILL DO MATCHING RENTRIES NOW but otherwise i'll probably draw

SHAKES YOUU!!! HI :3 🩵◟ keegan secretly loves the petnames mun comes up with. boywife, girlfriend, scrimbly, scrunkly... literally any of them makes him really happy. but he only calls mun the basic babe or baby :3 💤◟ I AM GREAT!!!! i miss my mom cuz she's out of town but it's okayy... she'll be back soon yay! YAY!!! i'm also thinking about buying a 2ds. do y'all think i should

HELP ME STOP i don't have 6 billion!!!!!!!!!! 💙◟ looks around... i think mun makes keegan a bracelet or even vice versa. if keegan makes mun one they show their appreciation more openly. hugs and kisses keegan... if mun makes keegan one though then keegan is more quiet about it. he thinks it's so sweet and he wears it all the time. perhaps i'll draw it out eh heh heh.

HI RAY!!!!!!! SHAKES YOU 💙◟ ok ok uhhh gfkludshgkh keegan is on the brain rn i love my boyfriend... this dude likes brussel sprouts (going off my last hc that he likes veggies but not fruits) and mun just stares in disgust whenever keegan eats it HELP they're just like "??? you better brush your teeth before you kiss me you freak" and he just laughs at mun HGBFDJGFD 💤◟ EXCITED AND JOYOUS BECAUSE OF MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i also am happy that it's friday YIPPEEE 🐬◟ i have to draw for an art trade and some gift art for friends :3

AHHH OOMF :3 🧢◟ I'M SO SAD. KEEGAN IS ONLY IN 2 MORE MISSIONS AND THERE'S 6 LEFT!!!!!!!!! THIS IS A LOSS FOR KEEGAN NATION DUDE but it's ok cuz i can always replay the game. i wish he had more screen time it makes me so sad that he doesn't have many voice lines or anything :( i love my wife i need to hear him or i'll die 💙◟ projecting a bit but he hates fruits. he can fuck up vegetables but he can't do fruits idk why cuz i don't hc him to have sensory issues but he just can't STAND fruits 💤◟ I'M OKAY :3 ALL OF MY OOMFS ARE MAKING ME SOSO HAPPY SO I'M DOING EPIC 🐬◟ gonna drink monster and work on art!

HELP STOP OK OK HI OOMF!!!!!!!! 💙◟ keegan fucking HATES gossip. he thinks it's all pointless... but whenever mun is like "guess what the new recruit did" or something like that keegan will be like and all ready to listen to mun bc he loves his bf HELP

OOMF PLEASE GET COD GHOSTS!!! and you can rant about it to me. i love the game so dearly even if i suck at fps stuff... trust me i've had to redo missions countless times in not just ghosts but mw2019 and mw2 reboot HELP. the purchase wouldn't be bad trust me but also don't go online bc there's apparently hackers. just play the campaign and stuff :3 💙﹒keegan's go-to quick "snack" meal is a ham and cheese sandwich. projecting a little even if i don't like sandwiches heh

HI HI IT'S OKAY. YOU'RE SO RIGHT BTW ITS SO FUN!!!!!!!! 💙◟ uh i think keegan played guitar when he was younger... in his teens he probably had a band with his friends hehe 💤◟ kinda boring but i LOVE the original black can monster! i havent tried any other flavor but thats all i need :3

ANON I BLESS YOU FOR THIS I CAN BE AUTISTIC!!!!!! 🧢◟ I WILL PLAY AGAIN SOON. I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT THE CAMPAIGN AGH. i loved the escape scene for the snow mission, very hectic and awesome 💙◟ MY WIFE sorry i get crazy about him... let's see. I NEED TO THINK OF A BIRTHDAY FOR HIM AND A ZODIAC SIGN. i haven't got a good read on him yet but for some reason i'm getting like... october or december vibes from him 💤◟ I LOVE BURRITOS!!!!!! i'm gonna have one tonight hopefully 🐬◟ just got back on my computer after freshening up. not sure what i'll do since the day is almost over!!!

MY WIFE ok i'll also pretend u did my ask game 💙◟ keegan dgaf about bugs he will squash a roach with his shoe

💙◟ since i'm struggling let's have an angst headcanon. keegan is horrible at comfort (projection) but he has a decent amount of sympathy. i wish he was here so i could hug him life is unfair.

💙◟ godd let me think... THIS WOULD BE SO FUNNY. imagine if keegan was the best shot irl with a sniper but in video games he's hot ASS. idk whether to make this a hc or not but its funny to imagine

WHEN NOBODY GOT ME I KNOW WALKER GOT ME!!!! gh. since im eating rn heres a food hc: keegan is a pretty bad cook i think... mun has to take over most of the time but on special occasions keegan INSISTS he cooks and he tries his hardest to make a meal that mun will like <33 (mun always loves them btw. sometimes they can be burnt, like steak or something... but they adore his attempts)

I LOVE THIS IMAGE HELP ME ok ok 🧢𓏲　I MISS THE GAME fml. the last mission was so good and action packed bc like. how do i explain... the team was in a server room and had to defend it so it was literally like 4-5 of us against a ton of guys. ALSO KEEGAN SPOKE SPANISH IN IT AND TOOK DOWN TWO GUYS im twekaing 💙𓏲　UGH my wife. he has so so many scars all over from fighting i think... he's beautiful to me i love scarred men GOD BLESS AMERICA 💤𓏲　i took german for 2 years in high school. it was fun tbh i wanna do it again but on duolingo 🐬𓏲　JUST ANSWERING ASKS... it's gonna storm soon sniffle

HI MARI THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE AMAZING ART HERE YOU GO!!!! 💙𓏲　probably a known fact but im a bit lost for headcanons at the moment... but keegan lets mun take his hoodies. well not really bc mun does it anyway but he likes seeing them in his hoodie fdhjsghf 💤𓏲　JUST GOT HOME FROM AN ART CLASS it was very fun :3

🐬𓏲　JUST got on my computer! gonna work on some drawings for people... and have a monster. i have something in the evening which im excited for!! 💙𓏲　LET ME THINK... keegan grew up with a little shark plush i think. he still has it to this day :'3 MY GOOBER. its worn out and stuff but he still loves it HGFNSDGH

HI OOMF STOP... i have to think of ones i didnt list on my hc page. PROJECTING A BIT PROBABLY i think bro has to use a mouthguard (kinda random i know) cuz he grinds his teeth in sleep. this guy has nice teeth tho his hygiene is good! he keeps up well i love my wife

HI ROIER... I FORGIVE YOU 💙𓏲　LET ME THINK... keegan likes to snack on fucking slim jims I HATE HIM. im giggling bc i just thought of this like he would totally eat them when he needs something in his stomach 💤𓏲　GOD im so bad at these... I LOVE RIGATONI. IT'S MY FAVORITE FOOD RIGHT NOW. idk if this is a fact but eh it's ok

HI ANON. WE SHOULD BE OOMFS IF WE AREN'T ALREADY!!! 💙𓏲　LET ME THINK... keegan is a sucker for beanies. i know he canonly wears one on missions but i think he has a whole bunch (some hockey theme too) and he loves them dearly... 💤𓏲　 i used to be on 2013 roblox... i was around when tix existed. i had every single kind of builder's club... I DON'T KNOW IF THIS IS FUN BUT I LIKE BEING AN OLD ROBLOX PLAYER it was such a good game back in the day

OH MY GOD hey oomf... god let me think of one that i haven't wrote on my bundlrs thing! OH OH. i think when he gets nervous he'll like pick at his cuticles or like nibble at his nails... poor bb i love him

OOMF HI. HI OH MY GAH. ok so... ugh i think keegan played hockey in his teens when he was in school before he got drafted. he's a hockey fan but i'm unsure of which team... but his dad watched it when keegan and his sister were younger and keegan got hooked since then. i'm open to ideas on what team he'd root for

YOU. SPINS YOU ok oh em gee... 🧢𓏲　FOR A GAME THAT WAS MADE IN 2013 THE GAME IS GENUINELY SO GOOD GRAPHICS WISE? the... ai needs work bc sometimes the characters just freeze up BUT I LOVE HOW IT LOOKS. they're all so pretty especially the scenery 💙𓏲　hmm let me see... keegan's favorite type of cookie would probably be chocolate chip and pecan. kinda projecting but i don't know he seems like he would enjoy a little kind of crunch to his cookies. i love him

I GULP... i have a whole list but i'm gonna give you a couple that i haven't put... I HC HIM AS AROMANTIC because tbh i feel like he only ever had a few crushes (and some flings but he's unlabeled i think seuxality wise) KDSHAGF this may be projection because i'm also aro but... yeas i love rambling about my wife