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if you think i have you blocked, feel free to ask on my alt: @snezhnaya

sending support to any american friends out there. please survive, please live. take care of yourselves.

i hope everyone knows that if you "wish you had trauma" or you know someone that does so they feel more valid or feel more "interesting" or whatever is already a sign of trauma. send post

funny alter rentry https://rentry.co/fou1legacy

i love crywank so much, you don't understand... midwestern emo in general is an awesome genre but i love crywank

Childe? Oranges and the sea, and the ocean. In all kinds of weather but the sea. Everytime I eat an orange, I just remember Childe.

Tokyo Debunker... Well, I haven't seen the new chapters but I'm really only in it for like 3 guys. It's a really p2w game and I DON'T recommend it to anyone if they actually want good gameplay. It's TRASH but I just really like Sho, Taiga, and Romeo... I love Sho, he's my pookie and someone's yume in my system (Foul, you are a POS)

whatever fits my vibe i think would be funny

well... i have a png server that doubles as a template server? (https://discord.gg/FBPF3rYzuM) i used to have a template server but i got rid of it

will i get flamed for liking eminem

i forget 13yos exist online... i was 13 once... and online... sometimes i forget i was 13 once.

i made this fuckass rentry while you guys were gone, do you like it https://rentry.co/weaponofwar

HELP??? was it surprising that it was childe...

desperately need someone who is into diabolik lovers so i can yap about ayato and reiji

work on your spanish assignment as i also have a spanish assignment to do...

oh wow, hi nonnie!! and thank you very much!!

ahem... diabolik lovers. oh and arsenal on roblox

no because at a certain point, a disorder only becomes a disorder when something that... technically everyone experiences "gets too much". getting distracted / focusing on the wrong thing? people do that, but when it gets too much, you may start to think something is going on with this person. oh, you were hearing voices but then they stopped? probably should get that checked but hopefully nothing. oh wait, you're hearing them nearly every day? definitely something wrong.

don't jump for the beef, okay

watching parkour civilisation while having my math lesson, will update

thank you, what does it taste like :3

controversial opinion: don't tell people to die or off themself?? no matter who they are? YES, this includes people who belong under the basic dni criteria. because listen, if things didn't go right prior, you would've been the same way. you aren't immune to being a bad guy or a bigot. that person is as deserving of basic human decency as you.

guys would i be cringe if i named myself ajax.... <- heavy childe id

ahh, i'm glad it helped!! i have a deep interest in multiplicity and system related stuff and hoped it shed more light on multiplicity outside of a disordered lens. i always thought about what would i be like if i wasn't a system, and this gave me a clearer understanding that there's always more than you think there is.

and you can always invent your own terms for yourself! i've met many multiples, plurals, and systems who do. or you can use terms that other disordered plurals use and clarify your situation. either way, i hope you can find the language to talk about your experiences.

About Multiplicity by Sarah K Reece, via Dissociative Initiative

I really liked this read for the most part. It's all well written and opened up a few new doors on my perspective of the self. Even if I wasn't a system, I would probably still be 'multiple' in some sense because of it.

The paper isn't saying that certain experiences ARE multiple and that you HAVE to say you're multiple if you experience this. Just that these can fall under being multiple. It also talks about encouraging the voices of people who are multiple, whether they are thriving or struggling with their experience.

Multiplicity is a very broad term meaning any experience of more than ‘self’ in your mind or body. People have very different understandings of what it means to experience this ‘more than one’. In some cultures these experiences are considered sacred and valuable, in others they are seen as extremely negative and dangerous. People’s experiences vary widely from extremely distressing and life threatening through to deeply precious and life saving or enhancing. Some people’s experiences includes both extremes.

Some people may see these selves outside of their body as people they can talk to, but others do not. Multiplicity may be a temporary situation but for some it is enduring – this can be a good or bad thing. It can be confusing to become aware of the many different ways people can understand experiences of multiplicity, but it can also help to broaden our understanding and connect with others with a diversity of meanings and experiences.

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Some people hear voices. Some have different genders on different days. Some connect with angels, ancestors, spirits, or ghosts. Some people experience possession, feel or believe they are haunted or have a connection with the spirit world. People with multiplicity may be shamans, madmen, disordered, Otherkin, disabled, traumatised, Soulbonded, or simply experiencing a natural diversity in humans (such as being gay or left-handed). It would take a large book to describe all the difference ways people understand multiplicity!

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Unfortunately most of the clinical framework and language has been developed on the basis of things learned from the most distressed, overwhelmed, and floridly presenting people who have come into a lot of contact with the mental health system. While these people’s experiences are extremely important they are not the only experiences of multiplicity.

People with ‘lesser degrees’ of multiplicity also suffer when they have no language to talk about their experiences, people with all kinds of multiplicity suffer when they are presented with models that frighten them, don’t fit well, or predict severe suffering and incapacity. Everyone needs a voice, a language, the freedom to explore what works for them, and access to peers and possible role models.

INOHA, Good Kid, Los Campesinos!, Crywank, Fishy Bishie, Sparky Deathcap... They're all artists. If you want songs then Seventh Heaven by INOHA, The Moss by Cosmo Sheldrake, Dreams by Fleetwood Mac, Donut Hole by Hachi / Kenshi Yonezu, LOSER by Kenshi Yonezu... I could go on.