go on
My graphics before and after colouring: https://postimg.cc/gallery/DbHKBp9/fc1da7a2 (yes I added a huge ass watermark cuz no one is stealing this)
🕯— I still cannot take your theme serious, but I guess I'll actually confess something. I'm going to stay on anon. I genuinely can't stand some of my irl friends. Like it's so tiring being around them. It's tiring being a third wheel. I usually don't do this but just needed to let that out. I'll be the candle anon from now on.
Don't even it's a joke my theme Tbh I understand how you feel, being the third wheel sucks a lot I know being only the third option and just being there for the photo. What I can say to try and confort you is that it's going to pass, it might take a long time or a short time but it will pass. Youre an amazing person, doesn't matter if I'm intimate or not with you, you're a person with an amazing potential. It sucks now, and really maybe take distance from these "friends" but everything will get better I promise. With such talent of being a great person, I believe (even if you're an introvert) you will find new people irl that you can trust quickly
Going to retheme my account but I remembered something important
When I used to work in the daycare (shocking I know) there was this one kid that didn't really talk to the others and didn't even laugh. I never really payed much attention to him, I mean hello he didn't play with the other kids?? I never really minded though, he didn't cause any trouble and only used to stay in a corner drawing. One day I didn't have anything to do and stayed next to him, that was the only time I noticed he used to bring sea animal books. Not does old looking ones more like "fun facts about sea animals!", and so I decided to give him more attention. He's name was Nicolas and he was OBSESSED with sea animals, he used to say he wanted to work in a place with se animals. And guess what? He's favorite animal were otters, he used to say that otters are like humans if they didn't grow up. After 2 months of knowing the kid I had to quit my job, I never saw him again and i now always think if he still likes those silly animals or not. Anyways story time of how I got obsessed over otters
Im in sped and i just NEED to share w someone that i absolutely fucking hate how the kids with behaviour issues get placed with the neurodivergent (and specifically autistic) kids. Like the kids will just get bullied and sometimes not realise it, i get theyre in sped bc they literally cant go anywhere else but atleast put them in another class then
OMG FR GOD. I used to work in a daycare last year and tbh it's mostly the adults fault for not taking much care of the children. Teachers or even the childcare worked dont pay much attention to each child's need, some are even un diagnosed and yet they just ignore as "they just don't know how to talk" or worse "they're just playing!". I love how you brought this topic up, it always annoyed me when working
oh my god the theme 😭😭😭
Anyways I'm on a 10 minute break so I'll quickly write this and send this shit in
Art school is half miserable half barely reaching the premises of ok there I said it OK maybe I AM exaggerating this but the amount of pressure you get from this entire thing is literally horrendous I do not recommend at first I thought it would be like manageable cause I had little classes but now there's like groups and it ducks with my head cause they randomly changed the schedule and now I have an unexplained absence in one of my classes The teachers r lowkey chill as hell most don't care if you're like 30 minutes late and some girl comes into class so late it's insane they always let you go early if you tell them that you have to home for something and you just . . Leave the class it's mostly just excuse yourself from class and don't come back if you have a reason + you don't have to ask to go the bathroom . I was also so shocked when you didn't have to ask 😭😭😭 I lowkey h8 the painting teacher but we cool I think she just doesn't let phones in class most often most teachers are super lenient on phones as long as it doesn't distract you from your work we literally just draw paint and make things thats legit it 🎉 but that's just my art school idk how it is for other ones
In other words go for it if you can handle extreme stress and the possibility of having a fucked schedule idk