🐙 — fact about me　🏩 — favorite character

🪷 — random rentry　🍧 — oc fact

🎀 — random interest　‼️ — song recommendation

🎉 — whatever you wish (within reason.)

i realized i never put this in my rentry so um..... i have discord wooo🎉 i only give it to moots, so if you want it, plz ask, and i'll send it in your inbox‼️

thank you music anon….. i’m actually okay now, just a bit of a dry throat is all ! i appreciate your concern :3

since we’re talking about self-shipping, i’ll make this all self-ship related because yay🎉🎉

🐙 - i’ve been a self-shipper for like….. maybe 5+ years now ? it was REAL bad during the pandemic when i used to ship myself with one character i will not name because i don’t like associating myself with his source anymore (i got beef with the creator whoops) seriously i made a whole instagram account for him😭

🍧 - never came up with a name for the self-ship oc i’m talking about so um….. we’ll call him Runo for now. anyways fact about Runo: his partner (aka the character i ship him with) has black and white/silver hair, while he has white hair. as a joke, he dyed the lower strands of his hair white to match. i haven’t fully decided how his partner reacted yet.

🎉 - ty for letting me yap ily (/p) one of the characters i self-ship with (and is the character i was talking about in 🍧) is Gin Gagamaru from Blue Lock !! he’s kind of what started getting me back into self-shipping lately because i am NOT normal about him. i have an entire page on my notes app solely filled with facts and my headcanons about him. he’s the reason i started listening to the band Southern All-Stars (listen to erotica seven NOW) and i have so much merch of him……

the character i ship him with….. they’re gay so gay very gay. if i keep his name as Runo then their ship name will be Runomaru. part of me wants to make Runo a guy who is also a part of the Blue Lock Project, and they just so happened to know each other beforehand (like with Reo and Nagi) besides that, they have matching hair pieces that Gagamaru made for them out of ivy…… They go on forest/mountain dates and read manga together. i headcanon that Gagamaru is a rock collector and shows all the stuff he finds to his boyfriend…… Gagamaru also canonically eats with his hands because he canonically doesn’t how to use utensils, so Runo occasionally helps him learn (Runo doesn’t really mind, though). i might post art of them one day because i want to spread runomaru propaganda……. plus i love the idea of someone making art of them one day…..

in short…… i love gagamaru. he is part of my soul and holds a special place in my heart.

bone apple teeth ‼️

🐙 - i love folklore (nessie, kelpies, etc) i’ve made a few characters that are based off of folklore that i like 🏩 - Hero (Omori) 🎀 - home safety hotline ! i, unfortunately, can’t play it myself because it’s not available for mac players, but it adds to the reason for why i love folklore ! i love (and scared of) the idea that folklore creatures are actually real in some universe and are just wreaking havoc somewhere

cats….. i’ve always loved them, but i don’t really know why. they’re cute and i want one

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my urge to make matching rentrys is returning sobs

sighs...... asouryuu. been my otp for over three years and i hate them for it (affectionately)

happy birthday to the fictional character ever phoenix wright

realizing that i should put myself out there more, but that requires me to socialize with people i don’t know…….. sighs

the rubber part of a stylus and a cupcake wrapper

HI VERITAS..... i'm pretty good ! missed band two times in a row for multiple reasons, but it's whatever. currently trying to remember how to code for a bundlr i'm working on

this isn't a vent i swear please don't treat it like one

anyways now that i'm really thinking about the fact that i may be queerplatonic i'm realizing that the "qprs" (in HEAVY quotes) that i used to be in were....... not very yippee

realizing that i'm questioning myself so much because of the past ones and now i'm realizing that i probably shouldn't be counting a relationship where the other person didn't even take the relationship seriously.

then i remembered i had a pretty big queerplatonic crush (what are they called again) on one of my friends, but that crush is no more since she left the internet for like. a year or so. anyways in short i'm pretty gay in the queerplatonic sense. like i'm 99.9% sure at this point

hi oomfie !! jumping up and down while waving

working on a rentry and lost motivation/got bored...... anyways send me stuff please

now i need a kazuma to my ryunosuke i'm SOBBING

i said half because i'm still not FULLY sure if i'm queerplatonic..... i've been in a qpr before but i didn't feel much (but i also went back and forth a lot with the person i was with so...... yeah) idk i'm a questioning goober at the moment.

tears up happily....... thank you... 🤍

mb leon kennedy from the hit video game series resident evil....... this is a fight i know i cannot win 💔 (love your retheme btw i love bleu)

none of you realize how goofy i felt after looking up "sympath" multiple times in different ways only to realize the term is "synpath"

please don’t eat kazuma asogi i cannot lose him again

took the psat today i hate it here💔💔

got jumpscared by the big ass happy birthday banner in my living room (i already forgot it was there)

been telling myself to make rentrys themed around each character i self-ship with but that’s like. 7 rentrys (including one i want to remake) and my patience can only go so far

i’d like to examine the taste buds of everyone who believes mint chocolate chip tastes like toothpaste because no it doesn’t💔

part of me wants to rant about why i don’t like the 3rd case of apollo justice, but another part feels i would just be repeating myself over and over if i did

machine girl as well…… and jack stauber