i fear i'm cooked.. so i use this platform on my school laptop because my mom doesnt know i still have it. i'm going thru the worst depressive episode of my entire life and i'm signed up to go into an intensive therapy program that'll take me out of school starting on january 18th. my mom thinks that it would help if she limits my screen time ( my only form of communication and literally the only reason i get out of bed and the best distraction for me so i dont cut and or kill my self) and make s me create a scedule that i'll have to follow for the rest of winter break. i'm genuinelt consideing kiliign myself because like why would u even think of doing that to yoru kid who you know is horribly depressed, spliting nearly evey day and on the verge of just slitting.???????? i only have TWO (2) friends including my bf and i vcan only talk to them through my phone. i am so done with my asshole mother im actually gonna kms oh ym goddddddddd AHGGHAHGRR FOAMS AT THE MOUTH