anonymous
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honestly i feel as if every single friend i make are fake. everytime i meet someone new the friendship is always one sided and im the only person who trys in the relationship, it has me to thinking im not good enough and im not cared about or liked, sometimes i wonder if im doing something wrong, this has lead to me cutting off people/ending relationships out of anger and hurt, no matter what i did and how good i treated them it feels like they didnt appreciate me, one day i just wish to find someone who likes me and cares about me as much as i do them and hopefully we could have a long lasting friendship, one relationship i had also played apart in me thinking these things as the person only used/talked to me when they where bored and nobody else would talk to them.
hello, anon! im very sorry this has been happening to you. friendships do need to have all parties trying to hold it up in order for it to last.
have you tried communicating to the friends that hurt you about this? it may be that theyre unintentionally hurting you. communication is an extremely important thing when it comes to building friendships, and if these friends do have good intentions then they should be able to understand where you're coming from.
i know that anger and feelings of hurt can be really overpowering, but next time try communicating with your friends honestly how you feel instead of ending something that could possibly sprout into a healthy friendship in the long run. if theyre good people then they will be able to sympathize with you and you can figure things out together.
you will find someone that loves you and enjoys to talk to you.