back in 2020 when the r&j johnjae magazine shoot dropped i went a little insane and started writing this like. blind date au where they hook up after and it's terrible and they're both faking that they know what they're doing and it's gksdhgsdklghfdskgsdgh

all that's left of it now is this screenshot i found in my texts. i have a feeling a lot of my responses to these will be from snippets i sent to friends via text

"i think you like you like it," johnny doesn't respond, just presses into his touch. "it's okay, i like when people are mean to me, too," jachyun adds as an afterthought, flattening his hand against him, feeling him get harder through the material. panting. warm. the words feel foreign when they leave his mouth. cheap. johnny makes a groaning sound that makes his movements stutter.

"shut up, don't speak, oh my god — just," his hands slide up the front of jaehyun's chest, shoving the fabric down his shoulders wordlessly before moving to dispose of his own. jaehyun leans up on his elbows, tugging his shirt all the way off, letting it fall off the side of the bed. johnny drags his bottom lip between his teeth, dark eyes flicking down to the waistband of his pants. if he were a little braver, jachyun would listen to the voice in his head that tells him to make johnny beg.