yeah, i understand that much. “adult constructs” such as feelings one would imagine only arise after someone has gone through puberty. i’ll keep that ambiguous. ideal romance, for me, looks like adventuring together. experiencing joy together. holding hands, playing games we enjoy, being close, being vulnerable around eachother, being understanding, overcoming hardship together, loving eachother, things of that nature. i’m cheesy if you couldn’t already tell.