on a scale from 1 through 10, a solid 9.

thank you, i hope you’ll like it as much as you like my posts here.

i am new to twitter and bluesky. i am also new to being outwardly myself regarding paraphilias.

i think it scares people, which is the main reason people have grievances with it. i view it as any other word, it has no different connotation than “MAP,” “noMAP,” “minor attracted,” “youth attracted,” what have you. whether someone chooses to identify with it or not is up to them.

i mean, in general, it’s not considered normal to be averse to sex or against perceived impurity. even if i were peer-attracted, you would have to ask why other people like to have one night stands while i prefer to admire beauty from afar.

no, actually. in fact, i don’t find myself relating to most paraphiles, even if we share an attraction. i would say a large part of my youth attraction is innocence.

something like my profile picture on here.

oh, no worries, i’m accustomed to being mistreated. i can always archive my responses and move elsewhere. you’re very kind for worrying.

what is that? rentryspring?

is that so? where have they gone? is that a website error or did i make a mistake?

ah, thank you! this is very sweet, i wasn’t quite expecting this. you as well.

i don’t like the word “transage.” i have nothing against people who find comfort in it, more power to them, i personally just find it distasteful. i don’t think it a good descriptor for me. i don’t have any real critique for the word, i don’t think it is “problematic,” as many say, it just isn't me.

deviating from the norm, especially when not of your own accord, is so... so inconvenient.

any perception older than, say, 12, is one i’m discontent with. this is an issue less on the internet, i’m fine being perceived as a young adult, but it is important to me that those i am close to view me as a child/tween.

as far as i am aware, “cumulian” describes those with age incongruence who identify with an age younger than their body is physically. i struggle with being perceived as older than i’d like, so i figured i would use the term to represent myself online.

it’s nice to hear the thoughts of those who i can relate to. we have all shared the same struggle, and now we are in the same place. additionally, i try to keep an open mind and hear the different perspectives of those with differing beliefs.

change, this concept i fear so greatly, is so beautiful on those younger than me. i love seeing youth evolve and grow into their own skin and find new ways to smile. i don’t know how else to describe it but beautiful. one day, i hope to capture the smile of a young muse and make his beauty eternal. i’m a hopeless romantic in that respect.

well, that depends on who you are, but i believe i am only following 3 groups:

• accounts that post paintings
• accounts that are paraphile-oriented
• accounts that followed me first

i’m not used to using social media like this so i would like to find friends to connect with.

sure, why not?

i am new to twitter.

nothing ever matters if you run away from it all ⛅️