ASK GAME — yes, i am terribly bored... you can also specify if you want me to reply to your question in Spanish, in which case i will gladly do so.

01. I’ll show you a (translated) poem that I like and talk a bit about it. 02. I'll tell you something about the projects I'm working on. 03. I’ll tell you a bit about any homoerotic relationship that was had between any of my favorite Spanish poets or artists. 04. I'll tell you about a Spanish poet's work, life, or any interesting details. 05. I’ll tell you a fun fact about myself. 06. I’ll tell you about how I am and how my day has been. 07. Ask whatever you want!

i saw people doing the tree decorating thing & it looks cute! decorate my tree if you wish. :)

no actually, i need to tell this anecdote because it just goes to show how strange the mind can be sometimes. right after a rather severe traumatic event, i tore and threw away a lot of stickers, cards — whatever — that i had, because a lot of them had. red geometric shapes on it (as part of the design). red geometric shapes made me ABSOLUTELY lose my fucking marbles. i was terrified to have red geometric shapes in my room. ? I do know why it triggered me at that moment, but typing it without any context does make it seem terribly irrational. and it was nevertheless, yes it was. the cards were pretty. trauma makes us do strange things.

trauma is strange because the littlest, most innocuous thing ever can simply open up the gates of hell inside of my brain.

my parents, my father's cousin, and the nice Brazilian-Spanish family i live close by.

yes! :)

Lycra pantyhose. I hate pantyhose with all of my being and I despise it sensory-wise. I suppose my mother still thought it was cool to gift it to me one Christmas... I was, like, 13. But I'm still salty over it!

ahfhsbgb. nothing serious, truly. i just thought too hard about things (as one does) and (very stupidly) made myself scared. it's alright now, it happens and moreover it's supposed to happen. it's about an issue that has been pressing me for a while so I'm just in the process of ~ healing ~, if you may... I did take a pretty big step towards said "healing" yesterday so I think that's what triggered it all. you're very very very sweet for caring and reaching out, but most of the time if i'm upset, it's about something short-lived or I might just be overwhelmed :) 90% it's nothing serious. pulling you into a hug nevertheless. thank you for the message! <3

i was totally out of my mind yesterday night. fear not oomfs, i am totally sane now

okay! i'm happy. goodnight people. <3

i completely got rid of this thing i had that was linked to some pretty horrible people i met through pretty horrible experiences. and now i feel like. i am a person. i'm a human being beyond whatever the hell happened there. 👍 good. i can sleep at last.

i finished Aleixandre's section! yay... now i only have to do the actual translations haha... i think i'll officially "open" the archive when i have 2-3 translations done, since otherwise it'll just look quite empty. i already have some stored, but they're from a long time ago and i want to revamp them. the only bad thing is going to be having to transcribe Aleixandre's horrid cursive... ajxhwbfbd.

okay i feel at peace again... just needed to think of some things. i'll go work on /prieto now! i've procrastinated on Aleixandre's section so hard...

if you saw that post. no you didn't.