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hi guys wohooo my friend is a charismatic dumbass and my shit ass needs to find her a girlfriend or someone interested. This shit of account will be to use as a somewhat dating app. When she finds a girl I promise to make pretty themes again (fr).
She's a very kind person, has an amazing taste and would do anything to learn more about your interested. She's 18 btw!! The only thing she requires is that: A) is older then 16 B) IS OVER ALL A NICE PERSON (I added this)
SOMEONE PLEASE TALK TO HER OR ELSE I WILL BE THIS FUCKED UP CUPID THEME FOREVER
aven aven aven (don mind me just echoing) what's the problem/diff betwen fictkin and irl? is it like because irl is kinda like feeding into the delusion? i never learned the diff TvT
(Pls I think is awesome when people echo) I don't believe it is a delusionion.. But alright. The tearm "fictionkin" comes from believing you are a reincarnation of such character, I myself believe in reincarnation so it plays a role in my life. Being a irl is basically saying you are in real life the character, it is diferent then a fictionkin and that is feeding into the delusion. I don't like being compared or known as a irl, I only believe I am the reincarnation of the character NOT that I am the character in reality. And it's ok to not know the difference, we aren't all forced to know each difference of things
Hii! Have you ever been to a concert? If so which one?
HELLO!!! It really depends on what type of concert you mean. Most of the time when I have free time I ten to go to music houses or music studios. There is a lot of bands that go there, so I consider that a VIP concert for myself and the people that work there (is kind of a so and so job of mine to go there, but I don't have a specific payment..). Although I did go once in a concert when I was younger! It was at a public area, it had events and food. And there was this band playing covers there, that was how I found out about rock music actually. In short words no I never went into a famous concert (money is tight), but I do watch a lot of bands do presentations
aven.. do you... stan loossemble?
Hi guys do we fw bocchi the rock? Ik it's a slice of life anime and all but here goes a big text on why you should watch it (if you still don't know it) and why it's my fav anime and prob the only one I like genuinely Bocchi the rock is basically a anime of a high school girl with social anxiety. Now please, I know it's normal anime of girls with social anxiety.. we have komi and the other one that's yikes.. (I don't like her sorry). But the thing is that it actually shows a perspective of a character with social anxiety and that is shy. One thing I learned along time is that just because you have difficulty in socializing doesn't mean you're an introverter! An introvert is someone who DOESNT like to socialize, an extroverter is someone who wants to make friends and socialize. Someone that need others affection. The protagonist, Hitori Goto, falls in this classification. She wants to make friends, she wants to get in a rock band, but she has social anxiety. And the best thing is that she didn't need to develop any trauma to have this problem, she just grew up as a shy kid and never was capable of socializing doesn't matter how much she tried. The anime represents her problems in amazing ways, showing diferent styles, music, even actual human hands to show her having a emotional outburts. But the anime isn't about her suffering not at all! The anime shows her outgrowing herself as a character with the help of friends she made. All the other characters are amazing, they all show diferent perspective of personalities and how they deal with they're daily lives. Take an example, ikuyo Kita, she's a 100% extrovert! She doesn't have any difficulties socializing, someone hitiro inspires to be like. But her flaw is that she lied about knowing how to play guitar to get in a band and ran away when they needed her to play. She doesn't understand in the start NOTHING about instruments, and so she looks up to hitori for being so knowledgeable on the instruments. There are way more characters with way more story then just the 4 bandmates, but really it's such a nice anime to represent how each person deals with they're lives and how they're personalities plays a nice role. The music? Absolutely amazing (I cry myself sometimes listening to some of them, I admit guilty). Even if it's just some stupid anime about rock band girls, it's such a nice social study as well. It shows that you don't need a big trauma to have a problem or that you will always suffer from such problems, you can always outgrow yourself even if you need help. Anyways please watch bocchi the rock, this anime has a special place in my heart
confession i just had to block a now ex friend of mine because they thought i was making a s/a joke to my girlfriend (i was not) -/ ⚖️💧
Local Neospring otter liker, what’s your opinion on the Pokémon Oshawott?
I the local neospring otter liker can tell you that i ADORE the oshawott! They're adorable like i love how they're little face look and most of they're cards are so pretty (this is my fav card of them at the moment) Although I think it's upsetting how weak the oshawott is with such a great design. Even though my fav pokemon is the evolution, Dewott, oshawott will always have a special place in my heart
Aven confession: I like to pretend to be an anon in people's inbox to make them NOT feel uncomfortable over letting anons send questions and such. So yeah, I pretend to be a total stranger and send something that makes people not feel 100% uncomfortable. This is more like an expose of my attempts to not make you guys quit
I dare you to make 5 sentences but every sentence has to have the word water in it!
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTFS5Ymty/ otter compilation!
When the bass gets bumpin up in the club pour another shot and show me some love I wana get the party goin Ladies to the front Now Let me see you shake it & Turn the music up
That one candle anon again, it's been a bit. Hi. I think I've gaslit myself into thinking venting is cringe and can't be serious when I need to talk about how I feel. I think it's because I saw a video on tiktok a while ago about how venting online/through discord status is cringe. Anyway, how are you? 🕯
I think is either really funny or ironic how you guys trust me to talk or open up, I don't know what you see on me but I don't see a problem in fact I think is quite useful. And yes it's been a while hellooo! I don't think venting is cringe, it's a way for people to open up theyre selves. It's ok to not be serious when talking about yourself, hell I myself have that difficulty! But yeah venting through discord status is somewhat embarrassing because.. ehh you're basically saying something about yourself in a way anyone can see. Of course I don't see a problem, but it is a bit embarrassing. But please don't confuse this with venting or opening up, it's just a way of people expressing they're selves so its ok! And yeah I'm a little stressed (I had to stop my world research) but doing good as well ^^
I often get dreams of poisoning my biological father or just killing him for what he did and then I feel really bad because I don't want to be like him. - 🍒
Killing is not a good thing in my opinion (I'm guilty for saying this). But really, revenge is not the best option in my opinion over all. You're strong for what you've been through, but really is it worth it? You're just going to put yourself lower then him, showing you're no better and all. And honestly it's ok to feel bad over thinking that, you did think it because he did cause you a damage you will take for the rest of your life. As well its not your fault for thinking, when people feel anger we tend to always think of a way of discounting. And it's ok, but we all need to learn how to become better right? I can guarantee, hes not important in your life anymore. He's far far gone, he's just a memory now and that's how you should see him. It can hurt, it can be hard and painful to just let go of all of this. But you will do it, one day you will probably look back and be proud of how strong you are and how you can always keep moving forward no matter the situation
When the bass gets bumpin up in the club pour another shot and show me some love I wana get the party goin Ladies to the front Now Let me see you shake it & Turn the music up
Confession / kinda vent : I HATE having DID I wish I didn't have it, it affects my relationships with my friends SM like yesterday I had a trip with my college and when we got back to the college one of my friends was asking my other friends if they could give them head scratches and they all said no and after ten minutes they asked me but were really hesitant because they thought I'd get mad?? I never get mad and apparently all throughout the trip I kept snapping at them and told them to die when they tried to talk to me so they thought I hated them but that's so not true I love them and would let them touch me if they wanted but that specific alter really hates touch so to my friends it's like they're walking on eggshells BC they don't know if I'm going to scream at them, be fine or overly touchy due to all the alters in my system :cc it makes me feel really bad and I also get so frustrated that I missed out on the trip and time with my friends BC of this stupid disorder that I developed because people are mean. My mum always says to let go of the past but I can't because what they did left me with a disorder that will NEVER go away and ruins every relationship I have and affects my daily life. And I wouldn't have to go through this if people weren't so cruel and abusive. I could've been able to experience life normally but no. I'll never forgive them they took away my life and normality simply because I was different than them. - 🍒
P.s. DIDN'T MEAN TO VENT SO MUCH BUT 😭😭
If I had a penny for every person I knew that has DID I would have 2, wich isn't much but its funny how it happened twice. I'm probably not the best person to talk about this or relate, but honestly you shouldn't 100% hate it. Even if it sometimes doesn't help you with your relationships, they still are your friends right? Even if it messes you up you should never forget that they will still stick next to you, doesn't matter the occasion. Of course, it's also a way of learning more about yourself. I don't understand about DID as I'm not a professional, but really with this experience you should aways see everything as an opportunity to grow as a person. Like for example the alter, maybe this event was an opportunity for them to learn how to become less aggressive towards touchy people. Im sorry for what you've been through, and i think you're very strong over how tall you stand. Letting go of the past is honestly the worst frase I ever heard, the past says so much about people and helps you learn more and more about others and yourself. It shouldnt be seen as something to let go, it's supposed to be seen as a event that happened and you learned from it. Even if it's bad or good, it's something you should keep in your mind. Not cherish and 100% remember it, but reminds that even if it's bad it's what turned it into you. Why do you think people get so interested on books about people's past? P.s. ITS OK TO VENT TO ME DW
Sometimes I forget how fucking weird brazilian people are when it comes to protests. Like yall be burning cars and writting graffiti, or even boycotting. And the there was a group of people during the brazilian dictatorship that was called "8 de outubro" AND THEY NOT ONLY ROBBED BANKS WHILE SCREAMJNG ABOUT THE SITUATION BUT THEY KIDNAPPED THE AMERICAN AMBASSADOR AND THREATENED TO KILL HIM IF THE CENSORSHIP WASNT CANCELED 😭. THIS ISNT A FANFIC THAT LITERALLY HAPPENED AND I WILL NEVER GET THIS FACT OUT OF MY MIND
confession in 2020 i once scammed someone out of a arctic fox on adopt me and i never gave it back AND i ended up trading it for something better
controversial opinion or half vent idk ??? people with "aams dni" or shaming "aams" (adult attracted minors) are literally victim shamers, i used to be like that due to trauma and it made me feel really bad and like society hated me bc i couldnt control it and for most people its probably due to trauma or grooming (im more healed now and am not like that anymore tho yay) (sorry if this isnt a dm idk how to use this im new lol)
It's ok don't worry hun! Idk what is a "adult attracted minors" specifically, the first things that cake in my mind is a pedo but I might be very wrong. Please correct me ofc if I'm wrong. But sure you're right if that doesn't become more and more trauma to other people
I honestly love you so much aven Ur the sweetest person ever you actually watch the tiktok spam I send you you actually check up on me and make me so happy U even defended me when people tried to start drama with me Ur genuinely the kindest person on this site and ilysm bro please don't turn into the jonkler at 5:42 on the 14th September 2032 - 🍒
I will turn into jonkler. And thank you so much for the kind words ^^ this means a lot because I myself am not a good person if being honest, I'm trying my best to actually understand simple things or even know what can cause harm. So seeing that I did hit my gol of becoming some what better makes me happy, I should be thinking you and everyone for being part of this change in person on me
VTUBER FANS!!! Who's ur favorite vtuber? :D
100% houshou marine. "Oh but she's sexual" she was the first vtuber I heard about and specifically because of her music, I LOVE HOW THE LYRICS ARE SO WELL MADE LIKE THEY ACTUALLY LINE?? AND THE MUSIC TIMING IS SO PERFECT, EVEN IF ITS J-POP IT DOESNT SOUND AT ALL GENERIC FOR ME AND I LOVE THE PIRATE THEME
otters otters otters 🦦🦦🦦🦦🦦
RAAAH I LOVE OTTERS!!!!!! They have a really deep meaning for me because it reminds me of a kid I had to take care in my old job. But here is a fun fact I remembered (prob one of the main reasons why I have hope for society) On December 12 in 2014, there was the sea otter pup 681. The were abandoned as an orphan in california and now calls Chicago's Shedd Aquarium they're home. On the Friday they made a big vote for the pup name, and it wasn't only people I'm the aquarium it was public! Everyone could choose, and it came for the name "luna" as the option. It always bring warmth into me knowing that sea animals can be saved by a lot of people, and they always reunite big groups of people that want to help even if it's something small like a name. Article with the information