〚 ᯽ 〛 ❛❛ There was no love in Snezhnaya. ❜❜

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〚 ᯽ 〛 ❛❛ And there will be none here. ❜❜

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rain. i grew up with rain, and have experienced snow before, but i prefer rain. it isn't always cold when it rains from my experience, and even then, the sound of rain is very comforting to me. though i never really saw snowfall before.

emg org ga kepikiran gitu...

daydreamed too hard and i already have world building for that chaeya royalty au... i was thinking the eclipse dynasty being a part of khaenri'ah (obviously) and being a part of the world below (or abyss but in my daydream it was "the world below"), and how monthly, there would be an opening to the world above so people can go back and forth, and trade. there's khaenri'ah and whatever kingdoms up there...

i was thinking how the eclipse dynasty had this alliance with another kingdom on the surface of which diluc is the prince of. so during the monthly opening-to-the-surface, these kingdoms hold a sort of festival or celebration. and i imagined kaeya introducing childe to diluc...

There's a lot of things I would want to never loser, but to grow is to change, to lose things... Experience the world in a new way, each time, each day. I think, in abstract, I would want to keep the memory of my emotions. I guess most would say the memory itself, but what holds the most value is the emotion attached.

Even now, a lot of my memory is primarily made up of emotions. I remember a friend who had made me feel like I had someone to always be with. I remember a friend who had been the only one to invite me to a birthday party ever, which made me very happy and fulfilled. There was also a boy who had used to annoy me, but then I grew to befriend. I don't remember their names, but the emotions that come with the faintness of what I saw, is more than enough.

I guess.

"i know a place" by chevy, blossom tea by AZALI, kmd (and you are ever so dear in our hearts because of it!) by american poetry club, thomas saunders gang chant by crywank, winter city ghosts by sparky deathcap... maybe. all of these are mainly off vibes and a bit of lyrics.

I have redecorated /glacialwaltz. It is now my extended rentry :]

"Chiluc" is the name of the ship between Childe x Diluc from Genshin Impact. I really like this ship, as they're literally me and my partner. If my username wasn't "chiluc" it would be "abyssblooded" which is a reference to one of my alterhuman identities, being a human(?) or creature of abyssal blood.

Ajax is (probably) derived from two Greek words which each meaning "mourner" or "earth, land". Gaille, on the other hand, means "cheerful", "happy", or "rejoice".

i was thinking about how Surtalogi & Dainsleif (genshin) being related in some way and it made me think of Chaeya stuff. because like, there's those stories with Dainsleif being Kaeya's personal guard of sorts... and then Surtalogi is the name of uhh The Foul, which is Skirk's master, and Skirk is Childe's master.

imagining a royal au where Childe being a knight-in-training meets the prince of the eclipse dynasty because Surtalogi wanted to meet with Dainsleif, and Childe gets introduced to Kaeya in a less formal setting and smth smth...

trying to climb out my baby crib, because i thought "dawg i'm so bored, let me out"

really basic... nekomimi...

/fire-water ... in reference to snezhnayan fire-water. also because childe x diluc which is literally water x fire respectively