There's a lot of things I would want to never loser, but to grow is to change, to lose things... Experience the world in a new way, each time, each day. I think, in abstract, I would want to keep the memory of my emotions. I guess most would say the memory itself, but what holds the most value is the emotion attached.

Even now, a lot of my memory is primarily made up of emotions. I remember a friend who had made me feel like I had someone to always be with. I remember a friend who had been the only one to invite me to a birthday party ever, which made me very happy and fulfilled. There was also a boy who had used to annoy me, but then I grew to befriend. I don't remember their names, but the emotions that come with the faintness of what I saw, is more than enough.

I guess.

My tenderness. Even if, in some way some how, I forget how to love, I want to hold someone's hand & have them feel the warmth of another. I can't call myself compassionate or empathetic necessarily, but neither can I claim to be harmful by default; I would rather sand down my teeth blunt flat, than to risk hurting those I hold dear.

Some have deemed me weak for this, & truly, it's a privilege to be capable of gentleness in a world so cruel. I have support to fall back on in harm's way, but it wasn't always this way. Many dismiss that I can afford to be tender because I know how to protect myself.

Uhmmm probably a memory, I'm going to go into into detail of that memory but a memory

2022, the best year I ever had.. But I already have very few moments of it in my head so I think its not worth it :(

What a question! I was going to say a skill, but I'll say my motivation instead. Things would be very easy that way...