Itās really nice to see you around, Keiko. You have a personality as soft as cotton and are very suitable for you, but surely at certain times your patience has a limit. How do you overcome your anger so that they donāt devour you?
thank you so much for seeing me with such warmth and kindnessāit really means more than i can put into words, ā”. not everyone takes the time to understand the little things that make me who i am, and your words bring me so much comfort. i feel truly seen... and, youāre right, thoughāsometimes my patience does have its limits, and when that happens, i know i need to take a step back.
when i start to feel anger or frustration bubbling up, iāve learned that the best thing for me is to be quiet and give myself some space. i take time to be alone, just for a little while, to let the emotions settle. itās like i gather all the scattered pieces of my hurt and frustration, letting them come together so they donāt overwhelm me. i donāt want to act on those feelings in a way iāll regret, so i give myself a moment to breathe and make sense of everything.
itās in those quiet moments that i can really hear my heart, and i find a way to handle everything without letting the emotions take control. if i let them spill out too quickly, they could tear me apart, and i donāt want that. so i stay silent for a bit, letting myself heal quietly. itās my way of protecting myself from being consumed by anger and regret. and when i feel ready, when iāve had the time to understand myself better, i can come backācalmer, more at peaceāand face everything with a clearer heart.