hello! u said we could vent, so here i am. So, i have a online friend, and they hurt me sometimes. I don't even know what i did, and when i actually did i just proved my point and apologized. But they keep being kinda ''mean'' to me, sending ''dry'' answers to me, even tought i don't want it.. i am hurting myself, love them just hurts me most of the time, but i still want to be friends with they. They are actually nice when they want, i guess. But it hurts me, they make me think that everyone hates me just because i did one single thing wrong. I actually overthink alot, but this is not the point. Anyways, i don't want to lose more friends again. I am really insecure that the person may see this, but i need to talk about this to someone.
I'm really sorry for what you're going through at the moment. :( But just let me give you an analogy real quick that I saw in a video. You're trying to quit caffeine, yet you love this one specific drink. You can't take the caffeine out of the drink, so why do you still have it? Look this may be weirdly worded bc Im just waking up but just now im sending all the platonic hugs and kisses <3