anyone who fakes or stigmatizes ocd (disorders in general) is my Opp ...... id like for those people to be in my shoes for a day and realize "Hey maybe this is an actual disorder with horrifying symptoms", they probably will think that after they have intrusive thoughts about gruesome things happening to them and others instead of "UWU IM SO CLEAN!!!!!!!" (i do have thoughts about staying clean but even then its like im worrying my sisters gonna die from an allergic reaction if i dont immediately wash my hands after eating a food she cant have When shes not even close enough to eat or come in contact with it)

I wouldn't be able to straight up throw rocks at someone, but yeah. I really don't understand why people would want to have the problems I have... it's really not fun, I can hardly function and as it gets worse (because I am undergoing literally no treatment) I feel more and more hopeless, like I won't be able to live independently. At the end of the day I love my sys bc they're my family but god I hate all the problems that come with P-DID. I can't imagine why someone would want that.