anonymous
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err hi i hope i can say two things here even tho theyre both vents sorta SORRY STARTS SCREAMING
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i feel so drained these past days and i hate it so much, ive been trying to be more social, friendly and extroverted but whenever i do try going out i just feel socially exhausted. sometimes the most smallest things that i hate ruins my entire day and i become extremely moody and overwhelmed. i really do want to enjoy my life by going out more often but how can i when i feel so exhausted everyday
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ive been suspecting that i have bpd these days. ive been researching symptoms for over a year due to my mom and grandma having it and trying to understand what they are going through but now im starting to feel like i myself have it and im slowly starting to see symptoms of bpd within myself. im scared to tell my mom about me suspecting having bpd because im still a teen and im still growing but im also afraid more symptoms will grow as i get older..
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Have you ever considerado why you're so exausted? It's ok if this sounds rude for me to straight up tell you. But really if you're tired why even keep pushing? You should give more value into your health, take a break and you breath. Pushing yourself to be social will make things worse, you need to just stop everything you're doing and not think. You're probably really busy but can't do it, but taking a break from socializing is good you know? I mean if if you do get sensitive over small things, maybe is a sign for you to stop what you're doing that is making you push yourself off your limit
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Do it, I know it's scary to talk about mental disorders but do it. It's a way of you finding out more about yourself, it's not like you're coming out as a harmful person. Of course it's scary I know, but talking out with your mom is better. If she has it maybe she will understand, but show her an actual argument that can prove her you're right. Don't be scared alright?