as far as lolisho goes, literally for as long as ive consumed porn; i looked at it ever since i was a kid and never considered it weird because they were the same sort of age as me and i was horny so it just made sense uwu as far as k*ds.... i think i always sorta knew ever since becoming a teenager but ignored it and only really fully interrogated the whys and hows and embraced them over the last 5 years or so, ive been nudged in the right direction pretty hard by the advent of p-caps uwu