anonymous
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i REALLY hate how much i miss my 2 ex friends even tho i was the one who left them for good bc they were a bad influence on me. we were together for almost a year & we had a lot of happy memories together but our friend group decreased drastically & it was only left to at least 5 or 6 people. those 2 were the ones who comforted me throughout most of my struggles & made me laugh most of the days. long story short, they said some shitty stuff & it made me see them differently. after i left them, i felt A LOT better but some days i start missing them & feel the need to apologize js to talk to them again. i really hate that feeling & i really want to let them out of my head but the memories & days we spent together made me so happy that i eventually get reminded of them every now & then even tho i try my hardest to try & forget abt them ok wow long confession did u know that i HATE my current french teacher.. ok thank u bye
Sorry for taking so long. I understand how you feel and I just want to reassure you that it's ok, they did play a important role in your life it's natural for you to miss them. But you know, I see how you hate this feeling. And tbh it's not a problem, it's good you want to move on. But I believe you need to know what is moving on. Moving on is not forgetting, that would be horrible because you're practically erasing a part of yourself and your history. They were important to you, people that were a part of your life true, but they were not that they are, it's good and you should treasure the good parts of spending time with them. But that's just how things will work, people come and go and they will always leave a mark on you even if it's only emotional. Bad or not, good or not, those things happened and it's ok. The best thing to actually move on is accept, it's going to be hard and painful. You will wake up and feel the emptiness of something that was normal to you, it's lonely yes. But you will find yourself some peace of mind in a while, even if you don't believe me or think that you miss them too much one day you will se them as something that happened and helped you mold yourself now. It's ok if you miss them, it's actually normal and human. But just so you know, you're not alone nore will be ever one. BUT THE FRENCH TEACHER ðŸ˜