Yesterday I fell out with my mum BC I missed the bus and she was going to pull me out of college and was going to kill myself. I messaged my friends on the group chat about it and they just ignored me. The only message they sent was "so Ur not coming in??" Me and my friends have been trying to arrange sleepovers for ages (3 times) and each time this one friend coincidencedentally can't go last minute. Today I Found out that yesterday while I was going through a panic attack and on the verge of suicide reaching out for help they decided to ignore me and have a sleepover without me and without telling me. They jumped at the opportunity to have a sleepover without me. I wouldn't even mind if they had told me and at least checked I was okay but no they saw that I wasn't coming into college (about to end it) and decided to have a last minute sleepover!!!