Oh dear, I know how scary it can be and dw it happens. Maybe try and convince her in a nother way of saying, instead of just putting offer like a way of finding out more about yourself! How it would be easier for you to go to school, to study or even do daily things. I know how scary it can be to tell your parent for a diagnosis of sort, but really if you feel like telling go ahead. If not then it's ok, you can take your time. Just so you know you're not alone in this alright?