These are genuine questions so please don't take it the wrong way. So from what I understand you use proshiping as a coping mechanism yes (sorry if I'm wrong). But wouldn't finding a better way to cope help you better mentally? Like I get you like what you make but does it affect you? Like in my head it would hurt someone mentally and get people to think of you in the wrong way. So why cope this way?

I will never support proshiping, ever, I hate it. But I wish to understand you? Help you? Idk