i miss him so much. i loved him, as a matter of fact. i was attached to him to the point it wasnt healthy. i blocked him everywhere i knew him. however he just didnt like me the way i liked him. i wish i could get over him, i want to. i wish he liked me back. “theres people better then him out there..” but there isnt. atleast not to me. i want him back, i want to add him back desperately but if i do i fear that i might cause that same unhealthy habit to come up again. i cant bring myself to do it anyway. i just miss him.