i have a friend, she's really smart and good with art, when i met her i my whole world was shaken because i've just met a rival. After a few months of being classmates our teacher rearranged the seating arrangment and somewhat we became seatmates, i was so nervous because half of me admires her but half of me is envious of her aswell, after being seatmates for a few months now i started getting overwhelmed by the fact that she's getting better at me even though her drawing skills are pure talent but through perseverance, everyday i practiced and practiced but still couldn't get better, she's top 1 at school and i'm at top 5 but the longer it took we kind of became book buddies and bestfriends. Because of art i isolated myself from reality, art became a competition for me and it was no longer enjoyable, so i decided to give up because i'll never be good as her, i focused on reality and stopped drawing for awhile that was when we got close and i slowly came back to art but this time i always collaborate with her.