I can't skip practice today, idk if I can skip today and sit out as I'm like sick to the point where if I move too much my throat drys up (MIND YOU COACH DOESNT LET US DRINK WATER OR HE'LL KICK US OUT OF PRACTICE) and I can barely breath 😭 and mom is expecting me to do the weight lift AND do all drills + go live on/with ppl 2x my weight 😔 wrestling is not for the weak but I fear I'm weak 💔 in other words im screwed 🤍