Idk who needs to hear this, but yall need to stop hearing others. "Oh but it's important to know how another person feels about you" Not if it's negative. Yeah feedback is good, but not if it's meant to hurt you. You're doing great, really really amazing. So don't just stop doing something you like because some asshole told you something that upsets you. Yall are amazing in your way, so don't be upset over small things people say. You can always get better, but rn you need to respect who you are. Besides, you're not enduring pain so whats the problem?