I don't really think I am going to ever return to this platform myself, as I am still dealing with a lot, but I really appreciate your kind words. I am going to use this message as a way to share something important, as well.
I will provide an update: my DID is recognized, as is my ASPD, and I am in heavy treatment as of recent. I am working to recover from everything.
I will say, though, that while I do not want to return, I also think I cannot ignore the fact that I was wrong about much of what happened in Gelateria; everything about Suen, Yann, and Saint was true, but I was very wrong about Bigman, and I want to let everyone know that while he is guilty of everything those three were, he is not guilty of grooming me as I was led to believe he did. I was lied to, taken advantage of, and supplied false information. He is still guilty, as are the three mentioned. I am sure my implications are enough to suggest what really happened. I was shown a full archive of the mod chat and many things I was told weren't true.
At least this gives me time to rest, to recover from everything. I'm glad I can finally move on peacefully. And I will refrain from mentioning the names of those actually responsible for a majority of what happened to me out of grace.
I hope all is well for you too, and I hope that everyone can find themselves comfortable.