Adesse
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Move along, do not wallow in regret.
Sedihnya aku nggak libur. Rencana tidur jam berapa? #maafpertanyaananeh
Oalah. Jadi gimana hari ini? (With intention to lure you to my private chatroom). Gak tau. Di atas jam 1, maybe?
Aku telat gak kalau baru mau bilang semangat kerjanya?
Lumayan karena sejam lagi pulang? But the effort is appreciated, terima kasih. Selamat istirahat di weekend-mu yang libur itu.
You’re so lovely. Sudah aku dengerin playlistnya. Seharian bakal senyum-senyum. Izin aku simpan ya. I made you one too by the way.
Okay, Ocean. ☺️
Correct! It’s me. You’ll be my first (followers) (kalau difollowback). I’m making you a playlist too soalnya nggak mau kalah.
Lucunya... aku followback, sih, semoga gak kecewa, ya.
Coba kamu cari aja followers kamu yang 0 followers. Itu aku.
With only me in your following that's not an artist? Cute. I'm making you a playlist.
Semoga aku duluan yang berani ajak kenalan. Btw udah difollow ya spotifynya.
Gitu? Semangat deh. Boleh spill gak pfp spotify-mu apa? (Mau followback).
Halo. Telat banget gak nih? Baru pulang kerja (ngabarin). Mau kenalan juga tapi ngumpulin keberanian dulu ya.
Welcome home, I guess? Kita liat nanti duluan kamu berani atau aku stop ngetweet suicidal, ya.
Udah tidur ya.
Udah. Soalnya hari ini kerja (paid overtime) (sorry kalau menyentuh rumput).
One knows who I am when I ask to exchange messages, doesn’t one? I have just one question for you: if you had to choose, what would you prefer to let go of—someone you love dearly or the insecurities within yourself?
The former. Because best believe, these insecurities are what made me, I am. They are here to be my harsh, vile critics. And still they are mine and me first. Born and gave birth to me, a cycle unbreakable. This doesn't mean I am in love too much with being insecure, no, but I haven't learned to mourn properly for myself, even after countless mourning for other people.
What about you? What would be your choice?
Iya betul follow spotify. Agak malam ya aku follownya. Buat apa nyesel. I really adore you. Semangat kerjanya. Nanti aku muncul lagi kalau dibolehin.
Follow spotify aja? Gak mau kenalan? Gak mau liat the rotting flesh and all the fading bruises?
Kalau langsung aku follow aja gimana? Aku kayaknya takut dikit. Tapi penasaran juga rasanya digigit. Eh. Hahaha. Kenapa harus sedia pistol?
Follow spotify, maksudnya? Silakan.
Sedia aja. Siapa tau habis ini kamu nyesel terus mau ikut aku tembak kepala.
Oke. Aku naksir kamu. Follow spotify-nya nanti dulu ya. Malu. Kalau pajak 12% nya demi kamu aku ikhlas sih.
DM aja nanti spotify-nya, ya. Gak perlu takut. I only bite when you beg and/or I'm a whiny mess under you, kok. Sedia pistol ya, by the way.