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What does Eden end up doing as an adult? What did she want to do as a kid?

In modern universes Eden ends up being a labor and delivery nurse. She keeps track of how many babies she helps deliver with a jar and blure & pink colored beads! When she delivers twins or triplets she ties their beads together with a little yarn.

In a a historical AU, Eden ends up as a nurse & works at her husband's gunshop. She also helps him outfit people with prosthetic limbs!

She's wanted a range of careers but she's always wanted to help people. She was told from a young age that she survived because of the nurses and doctors at the hospital that saved her life when she was four. That's always made her feel so loved, and she's wanted to help other people because of it.

#Eden
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anonymous 1733883575476

What's something that brought Lee comfort as a child?

His cloth dolls. His mother handmade him three cloth dolls when he was very young and he actually took those when he left the cult. They have white cloth bodies, plain brown cloth hair, and all wore simple, plain colored dresses. They were not magnificent but Lee's Momma made them. That's what mattered. He carried one of them pretty frequently.

#Lee
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anonymous 1733883614408

Does Clayton ever feel any guilt for the serial murders?

No. He really doesn't think of them much once their bodies have been disposed of. After everything that happened to Clayton, starting with the deployment of his last mission and ending with his wife leaving him for someone else, he doesn't view other people as human beings anymore. He has so much rage in him and blind hatred for the rest of the world that he loses all empathy for other people. He wants to have Willa back and chooses his victims on that criteria. He's looking for a stand-in for his ex-wife. Inevitably, the victim breaks his fantasy and he gets to punish Willa over and over despite never actually killing Willa.

#Clayton Shaw #Willa
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anonymous 1733882991390

Have Ridley's friends put any restrictions or set any boundaries when it comes to his drug problems? How do they generally deal with it?

Yes! Becca & Remy, out of Ridley's friend group are the two he's closest to. They both, at separate times have conversations with Ridley about his drug habits. Ridley eventually asks them to help him moderate his substance use.

-Tobacco is the only one he continues about the same use with, as that's his compromise with him. He can moderate the rest of it it, but for now he's gotta have something. -Marijuana becomes an 'only with other people' activity. -Alcohol is a social think and he's only allowed one beverage. -He stops doing other, harder drugs like ketamine and ecstasy.

Ridley struggles with addiction his whole life, with the big three (alcohol, tobacco, and marijuana) sticking around for life. He gets a lot better and it's due in large part to the care Becca and Remy had for him. He genuinely believes he would've died without them and I find it hard to disagree with him.

#Sins Verse #Ridley #Rebecca #Remy
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anonymous 1732074455904

What does Fredi like to do in his free time, any specific interests he enjoys to indulge in or hobbies he doesn't get to do as often due to time constraints, resources, etc?

Fredi has a few hobbies he indulges in regularly!

First, and I think foremost, they play Dungeons & Dragons! Most of the time Fredi is the Dungeon Master! They love D&D so, so much! Their favorite class to play is barbarian or wizard if they ever get to play. (They have kind of become perma-DM.)

He also does kink as a hobby! They are a true switch, equally enjoying Domming and subbing! They are loudly involved in the kink community in their city! They go to munches, picnics, play parties, all sort of things!

Fredi loves fantasy & scific as well, so they read lots of books and consume all the fantasy and sci-fic movies and shows they can. They prefer Star Trek over Star Wars before anyone asks, but they do like Star Wars.

#Fredi
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anonymous 1732074711216

Would Ridley ever try to become a music artist himself, due to his love of music? Has he tried in the past, failed, realized it wasn't fit for him? Does his love for music mostly reside in enjoying other peoples music?

Ridley is actually in a band! It's called Spider's Delight! He knows how to play several instruments. He has played piano since he was six years old. He also knows how to play guitar, the drums, and a little bit of ukulele. He dabbles in any instrument he can get his hands on. For Spider's Delight, he plays guitar or piano and he sings. He writes a lot of the songs with his best friend and fellow bandmate Rebecca!

He also desperately loves enjoying other people's music. He is constantly listening to music! He loves going to shows, concerts, festivals. He lives, breathes, and eats music.

#Sins Verse #Ridley #Spider's Delight #Rebecca
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Leech 1732074041135

Do any of your OCs have pets, or would want to have pets?

Yes! Plenty of my OCs have pets! Here in no particular order they are.

First, my OCs that don't have pets in the present time that I write most of their fics in, but want them:

  • Ridley! This boy wants a dog so bad. He and Remy will probably end up adopting a dog.
  • Juliette! She wants a cat and will end up married to someone who has a cat. She will most likely end up adopting another one with her husband.

The OCs that do have pets!

  • Dove! She has a golden retriever named Brutus. He is the biggest himbo in dog form you'll ever meet. He would roll over and show his belly to an intruder.
  • Elsie! She has an orange kitty called Clover who is a very sweet girl. Clover follows Elsie around her apartment.
  • Clayton! A newer OC of mine Clayton has two pittbull mixes. Cash and Boone. Cash is a rescued fighting dog so he has some scars and a notch in one of his ears. Boone is the more cuddly, friendly of the pair. They are both fiercly loyal to Clayton.

I feel like I'm missing something but those are the ones I can think of now.

#Ridley #Juliette #Bear Cub #Dove #Elsie #Clayton
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Leech 1732073984223

When did Juliette pick up art as a hobby?

Oh, this girl has been drawing for as long as she's been able to hold writing utensils! She got in trouble a lot as kiddo for drawing on her school work. She started taking art classes as soon as she could. She didn't get into digital art until she was seventeen when Grayson purchased her her first iPad.

#The Menagerie #Grayson #Juliette #Bear Cub
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Leech 1732073938905

What is Ridley's favorite style when it comes to clothes? What is he most comfortable and happy wearing?

Ridley loves a sort of punk aesthetic! Lots of black, fishnet, studs, chains. He loves layering as a styling technique. He is most comfortable when all of his scars are covered by he gets to show off his tattoos. You'll see him wearing a lot of sleeveless tops because of this reason! His arms are absolutely covered in tattoos! He has a pretty severe scar on his hip from when he tried to gouge out the brand Grayson gave him. His thighs are also covered in scars.

#Sins Verse #Ridley #Sins!Grayson
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Leech 1730861221720

If Ridley didn't pursue music, what other career paths could he have excelled at?

This is a difficult questions because no matter the au music is usually a very big part of Ridley's life. One of his core personality traits is his belief that he was created to make music. I feel like I'm fundamentally changing who Ridley is as as a character if music isn't one of the most important things in his life.

He is a very creative person, so any sort of creative career is something likely. He enjoys creating visual art so I could see that being a career path. I've considered a few au's where Ridley is an actor. He is very passionate and that translates to him working very hard in the things he cares about and creative pursuits are the easiest way for him to use his passion.

#Sins Verse #Ridley
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Leech 1731004797766

How do Remy and Ridley meet? And what is Ridley's favorite thing about Remy?

Ridley meets Remy after running away from Grayson! He starts working at a restaurant as a dishwasher. Remy also works there! Remy is Ridley's first real friend.

Remy is actually who Ridley ends up with at the end of his canonical story. His favorite thing about Remy changes over the years but one thing is always consistent. Remy has always made Ridley feel very safe. He has always been a very kind, caring man, and he was the first person Ridley felt like gave him unconditional love. Remy helped Ridley unlearn a lot of unhealthy ideals about romantic relationships.

#Sins Verse #Ridley #Remy
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Leech 1731941448765

If Ridley could get some kind of revenge on Grayson for the things he put him through, would he? If not, why? And if so, what would he do to him?

In a perfect situation yeah, Ridley would love the opportunity to inflict a fraction of the pain onto Grayson that he inflicted on Ridley. But, in reality Ridley would never do anything. He is genuinely terrified of the man, scared for his life.

When thinking of one of the other men who abused him Ridley often imagines lighting him on fire, but he really tries his hardest not to think of Grayson just because of the sheer amount of fear associated with him. Sometimes just the mere thought of Grayson can be triggering for Ridley. So, I like to think his revenge fantasy for Grayson would be similar to the other. Death by pyre.

#Sins Verse #Ridley #Sins!Grayson
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Leech 1731004891821

If Alice was able to have the child she always wanted, what were some things she would have done to spend time with her child? What kind of a mother would she have been?

The prerequisite for Alice being a good mother is her having LOTS of therapy and a healthy partner. If she has both of those things she's capable of being a good mom.

Canonically her only biological child is a girl she only held one time and named Aster and only saw once more in her entire life. In AU's where Alice ends up having children at any point she spoils her girls. She's very supportive and encouraging and really loves doing all of the stereotypical girly-girl things. Shopping, manis and pedis, hair salons. I haven't really given Alice having a boy much thought. I think she'd struggle a little to connect with a boy but she'd work to cultivate his interests, probably put him in sports.

Alice is a very flawed woman but she has a lot of love in her heart. In a healthy environment she would be a supportive but slightly overbearing mom. The kind that wants to take "just one more picture" for dances, always showing up for every game, show, or any activity her children are in, and always gives slightly too long hugs that have her kids groaning and getting embarrassed.

#The Menagerie #Alice #Kitten
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anonymous 1731111177663

Does Grayson have the harem size he does on purpose? Would he acquire more, given the chance? Or is he just like "no, this is the correct amount of animals in the zoo."

No, this size is not on purpose. At its largest, The Menagerie has five women in it! They all adopt an animal identity for their kink/play persona. In chronological order they are; Alice Bolton - Kitten, Mia Russel - Puppy, Elsie Thompson - Piglet, Dove Fowler - Bird, Juliette Hammond - Bear Cub.

Grayson has been polyamorous the entire time he's had romantic and sexual relationships, but when he and Alice began their committed relationship he didn't have any plans to have a harem. When he met Mia he was intrigued by the way she spoke about her play persona and why she enjoyed puppy play as much as she did. Mia is the reason he started the play personas, she asked him to brand her, she's why he even considered trying to pursue other longterm serious relationships.

Every other addition to The Mengarie has been merely through happenstance. He didn't seek the other girls out with the intention of adding them to The Menagerie, it just sort of happened.

#The Menagerie #Grayson #Alice #Kitten #Mia #Puppy #Elsie #Piglet #Dove #Bird #Juliette #Bear Cub
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anonymous 1731111080749

Grayson, where did you go to medical school? You have Docktor MeDickul Shkool vibes like count olaf and i demand to see your degree and proof of residency

Grayson went to a university in England to get a Bachelors of Science in Psychology and Counselling (Honours). He went on to get a PhD in Clinical Psychocolgy at a university in France. He did his residency in Chicago.

#The Menagerie #Grayson
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anonymous 1731110965048

Hey ridley do you like eldritch abominations with big dicks? Asking for a friend. Is the occasional river of eyes a dealbreaker

Ridley: "Uh... No? I mean... I wouldn't say no to a big dick but an eldrict abomination sounds terrifying. And eyes freak me out real bad."

#Sins Verse #Ridley #IC Answer
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Leech 1731004830652

I feel like you told me before, but how does Grayson end up with Ridley in his life?

After running away from Grayson at fifteen Ridley lived with a man named Jack Wolfe for a year. (Jack is where Ridley got his surname from.) He manages a bar and employs Ridley part time. While working there as a bus boy Ridley meets Grayson, who is an occasional patron of the bar. After meeting Ridley Grayson begins coming to the bar more often, slowly beginning the process of grooming him. When Jack dies suddenly in a car crash Ridley is suddenly homeless again. Grayson offers Ridley a place to stay so he can get on his feet, but it's with the ulterior motive of continuing to groom him. Ridley lives with Grayson for just a little over two years and nearly dies during that time.

#Sins Verse #Ridley #Sins!Grayson #Jack
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#The Menagerie #Juliette #Bear Cub #Mason
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anonymous 1730993987961

How much of Grayson's past misdeeds does Alice know about?

Alice met Grayson when he was twenty-eight. He had quite a few misdeeds by this point. In the present day I write most of my fics in Alice is thirty-eight and Grayson is forty-eight. By that point, I would say Alice only knows about ten percent of his past misdeeds. She knows he was involved in a fight in high school that nearly got him expelled but very little else about the incident. She knows that his fiancée died after a car crash where he was the driver and that he feels responsible for her death but very little else.

Grayson is an intensely private individual. From my fic Pantomime Matrimony, "This man who took nearly five years of knowing her to tell her what town in France he spent every summer in until he turned twenty-five." Grayson doesn't share very deeply of himself and works even harder to hide previous wrongdoing, so Alice really is not in the know.

#The Menagerie #Grayson #Alice #Kitten
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Leech 1730861375759

Do you have any 'voice claims' for any of your OCs? Be it for speaking or singing voices?

Not many! I want more! One day I will share a playlist of songs that are the vibe of Ridley's band, Spider's Delight. But I think my only voice claim so fair is for Grayson. Woodkid (Yoann Lemoine), is a French music producer. He has a thicker accent than Grayson would but the vocal tone is similar I think. Listen to Pale Yelllow by him or L'aérogramme de Los Angeles if you want to hear some French!

#The Menagerie #Grayson #Ridley #Spider's Delight
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#The Menagerie #Grayson #Alice #Kitten #Juliette #Bear Cub
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Does Grayson have any reoccurring dreams or nightmares?

Yes! His fiancée in his mid-twenties died after a car crash where he was driving the car. Even into his forties, he's still having nightmares about that crash and her death. Over the years the nightmares have become less literal and more abstract but as June (the month she died in) approaches they become more literal. He goes to visit her grave every year and during that time he has intense nightmares that usually result in him not sleeping.

As far as dreams go I wouldn't say he has any reoccurring dreams but there is always a sort of mechanical aspect to his dreams. Not steampunk but some sort of gears and machinery present in most of his dreams.

#The Menagerie #Grayson
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Leech 1730861644549

When and how did Elsie learn how to bake?

When Elsie was in high school! Learning to cook & bake was part of her treatment plan with Grayson when he was her psychiatrist. It was a sort of exposure therapy for her. It helped her learn to love food and she found a passion for baking and sharing sweet treats. She'd bring treats for her high school friends during lunch a lot.

#The Menagerie #Grayson #Elsie #Piglet
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anonymous 1730757038854

Grayson in a lawless, chaotic environment, say post apocalyptic. Would he thrive or die?

I want to say he'd thrive for a while. He's pretty violent and I think he'd adapt well to the more chaotic elements of post-apocalyptic world. I think eventually his rich boy ass would die though. He'd last longer than me that's for sure.

#The Menagerie #Grayson
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Leech 1730472950036

Does Ridley have any favorite movies?

David Bowie movies. Any of 'em. He particularly enjoys Labyrinth! He's not really much of a movie guy though. He likes older films with action & blood. He loves the Kill Bill films.

#Ridley
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