I'd say I love you, I'll miss you, and I'm sorry, to as many friends I can, then spend the rest of the time with my closest friends and/or family

I've had trouble with being super connected to the names I've given myself, so I'd worry that what I pick might not stick as well haha, maybe just, my name, Renato, or my other name, Naji, I think they're normal sounding enough that they won't raise an eyebrow