⠀ ꒰ঌ࿙࿚ྀ E2R⠀…⠀Shared Introjectism and Kins prevail in the Family. Here's what represents us collectively... Ahri ( League of Legends ). Lucy / Nyu ( Elfen Lied). Kokoa Yoshizaki ( Killer in Love ). Saya ( Saya no Uta ). Makima ( Chainsaw Man ). Nicole ( Class of 09 ). Aya Drevis ( Mad Father ).
my struggles as someone who presents both disorders is…♡♡ ①：social alienation resulted from my lack of empathy. at times I will be scolded & told my actions are morally repulsive, be excluded from friend groups over it, deal w judgment… which do cause me confusion bc I genuinely cannot put myself in someone's shoes & I often believe what I’m doing to be completely normal until I’m called out on it.
②：compulsive lying & risk taking.. It is done even when there is no gain whatsoever. I feel boredom to an anxiety indulging degree, which makes me eager to make impulsive decisions out of desire for adrenaline.
③： my hpd symptoms overlap, causing me an unhealthy fixation with attention & praise. while I may be egotistical enough to not view others on the same level as me, my inability to form emotional bonds inflict distressing loneliness upon me.. therefore, I crave unconditional love from the people around me as a means for control.
④： relationships are often transactional & therefore viewed as shallow. forming a genuine, altruistic bond is rare for me to do so. I usually can only keep people in my life as long as they bring me some form of benefit & I’ll return the favor. If they fail to do so, I’m quick to cut them out & lose any admiration I had for them (I have a hard time recalling any affection I might have felt about someone).
⠀what I consider positive traits in regards to such disorders is that ①： I am excellent at masking❕ྀི⠀my job demands me to interact with a variety of people, so I do benefit a lot from it due to how I can mold myself to charm others. ⠀⠀ ②： impulsivity & indifference towards tragedy help in specific careers.
③： I am not easily embarrassed, so risk taking decisions are not an issue. ⠀⠀ ④： although I feel rejection intensely as I have a necessity to be seen… the feelings are often… shallow? I get over them easily, so I do not suffer much from relationship failures.
⠀ ꒰ঌ࿙࿚ྀ E2R⠀…⠀Miss Mother does not mind inspiration as long as she is credited, yet asks your kind soul not to take heavy. Thanks for asking! Have an awesomesauce (informal way of saying "Awesome") day
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❀༷ั⠀𝙲𝕙ιмҽ𝚛α⠀ ₑₗ𑀘ᵣᵢₜ꜀ₕ Orgαη⑅stitched⠀ᗪ૦ՆՆ⠀Kռɨɢɦȶ⠀♡
⠀Princess⠀⠀
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#BFFS！
One does not have to preach a versicle in regards to how Introjects are not their source，does she？It’s not that deep.
Im so sorry forgive me kinito
Dont be this mean to me kinito pet I've bought your game
THE MARAS #Twinning
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E2R⠀…⠀Oh my God... That is cool! We are 100% twinning through this corporeal realm!
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few others.．
。 ⌣ ⠀ alcina dimitrescu.⠀ grace hawkins.⠀ wolf (kindred).⠀ shogun (puppet).⠀ death devil.
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E2R⠀…⠀Shared Introjectism and Kins prevail in the Family. Here's what represents us collectively... Ahri ( League of Legends ). Lucy / Nyu ( Elfen Lied). Kokoa Yoshizaki ( Killer in Love ). Saya ( Saya no Uta ). Makima ( Chainsaw Man ). Nicole ( Class of 09 ). Aya Drevis ( Mad Father ).
my struggles as someone who presents both disorders is…♡♡ ①：social alienation resulted from my lack of empathy. at times I will be scolded & told my actions are morally repulsive, be excluded from friend groups over it, deal w judgment… which do cause me confusion bc I genuinely cannot put myself in someone's shoes & I often believe what I’m doing to be completely normal until I’m called out on it.
②：compulsive lying & risk taking.. It is done even when there is no gain whatsoever. I feel boredom to an anxiety indulging degree, which makes me eager to make impulsive decisions out of desire for adrenaline.
③： my hpd symptoms overlap, causing me an unhealthy fixation with attention & praise. while I may be egotistical enough to not view others on the same level as me, my inability to form emotional bonds inflict distressing loneliness upon me.. therefore, I crave unconditional love from the people around me as a means for control.
④： relationships are often transactional & therefore viewed as shallow. forming a genuine, altruistic bond is rare for me to do so. I usually can only keep people in my life as long as they bring me some form of benefit & I’ll return the favor. If they fail to do so, I’m quick to cut them out & lose any admiration I had for them (I have a hard time recalling any affection I might have felt about someone).
⠀what I consider positive traits in regards to such disorders is that ①： I am excellent at masking❕ྀི⠀my job demands me to interact with a variety of people, so I do benefit a lot from it due to how I can mold myself to charm others. ⠀⠀ ②： impulsivity & indifference towards tragedy help in specific careers.
③： I am not easily embarrassed, so risk taking decisions are not an issue. ⠀⠀ ④： although I feel rejection intensely as I have a necessity to be seen… the feelings are often… shallow? I get over them easily, so I do not suffer much from relationship failures.
⠀ ꒰ঌ࿙࿚ྀ
E2R⠀…⠀Miss Mother does not mind inspiration as long as she is credited, yet asks your kind soul not to take heavy. Thanks for asking! Have an awesomesauce (informal way of saying "Awesome") day