Well the thing is I'm not looking rn. Still working on myself I guess but also. I'm probably arospec after all so

that squishmallows are good (going with plushie collecting here and choosing fucking violence)

AH i'm sorry i didn't see this until now... honestly it feels like i just woke up one day suddenly noticing how Weird i felt in a way i couldn't help but compare to how other systems i know (+ had seen) described their experiences. i can't help you if you're looking for Capital R Resources sadly but talking to a friend who's also been questioning was what helped me figure things out the most

there's still a lot of uncertainty since you know how it is with trans healthcare in the uk but i am TRYING!!! to get testosterone sorted. still waiting on the doctor i've been seeing to get back to me so i can help her get her report ready for the provider i'll be approaching AND according to the phone call i got from my local clinic this morning i have until january if i want to get the necessary blood tests through the nhs buuut things have been pretty promising. despite everything there are still some lovely supportive people in this line of work

gasp!!