ROMANTIC CANNIBAL.
gothiccowboy
- Male, transgender and pansexual. ; furry.
love roleplaying.
immature as FUCK.
ADHD + severe anxiety.
if i dont have my medicine i might either be really fucking annoying / clingy, or just a cunt.
GothicCowboy on almost everything.
call me jackson / liam. i also like nicknames.
i have a partner.
struggling artist atp. :[
' crawl inside this body, find where I am most ruined. love me there. '
so demure
age of consent 🤡.. HELP ME.
loll im so excited to be 18
I accept myself as a creation of misery
im okay now.
you look pretty when you cry.
ii want you to cry.
i want you to scream.
i want the blood to drip down my face.
i want to drink your blood.
i want to taste you
i assure you ill split you to atoms for FREE.
happen to wanna get hurt badly.
why would i enjoy this?
and whenever you get mad, im your walking punching bag!
and now your telling my dreams arent worth believing in?
THEY FORCED ME TOO EAT ICE. THEN I BROKE MY TEETH AND CRIED.
id like to watch a movie without, everyone, and the sun, telling me that i look dumb.
am i really that much of a freak?
how could anyone think im lovely, when they retch at the site of me.
im not okay chat /neg
it is SO hard to ignore the fact ive been getting worse, more violent thoughts.
cat and mouse, a lovely circle!
got in candy land! good thing no one tried to stop me through my self injury spree!
gone from living feces, to your priority.
a whole garden of flowers and my name etched on a rock, all this could have been avoided all i wanted was to talk.