VIII of Wands Yes! And he didn’t last very long. But what can you do, he’s a man 💀

Justice reversed, V of Swords, VIII of Wands reversed, Queen of Cups, VI of Pentacles, Ace of Wands

It seems that he thinks the results are unfair. He might be thinking of the issues this is going to bring up in his life, and I think he’s willing to do whatever it takes to make sure he is able to keep doing what he’s doing if the Trump administration begins doing what they campaigned to do. He also realizes that there might be delays to some of the things he has planned, I’m not sure in what way, but we also don’t know how this is going to affect everybody. He might have moments where he panics because who knows how this is going to affect his livelihood and his ability to stay in the U.S. However, because of how detrimental this administration might be, he’s gained the urge to try to work harder on his projects, knowing how positively this can impact people in such a divisive time. He’s trying to share his want to build communities and share that comfort that he brings.

Queen of Cups, Justice reversed, The Moon, V of Swords reversed, Strength reversed, III of Pentacles reversed

I think at certain points of his career he has felt resentment towards younger creators around him. But it wasn’t hatred for them, it came from his own insecurity. At certain points of his career, he was putting in A LOT of work, but younger creators would get more attention for doing less and that could have caused him to feel like it was unfair. That possible made him doubt himself and how good of a creator he was because if his well-put projects couldn’t grab the attention that simple streams of younger creators could, was it worth it? This could have caused a bit of misalignment and he might have reconsidered being a creator. But again, it was temporary and it didn’t cause any real animosity. Everyone goes through that at some point. Nowadays, he understands that everyone has their own pace and everyone is doing their own thing. He has compassion for younger creators, knowing how tough it is to be so young and have so many eyes on you.

Queen of Cups, Justice reversed, The Moon, V of Swords reversed, Strength reversed, III of Pentacles reversed

I think at certain points of his career he has felt resentment towards younger creators around him. But it wasn’t hatred for them, it came from his own insecurity. At certain points of his career, he was putting in A LOT of work, but younger creators would get more attention for doing less and that could have caused him to feel like it was unfair. That possible made him doubt himself and how good of a creator he was because if his well-put projects couldn’t grab the attention that simple streams of younger creators could, was it worth it? This could have caused a bit of misalignment and he might have reconsidered being a creator. But again, it was temporary and it didn’t cause any real animosity. Everyone goes through that at some point. Nowadays, he understands that everyone has their own pace and everyone is doing their own thing. He has compassion for younger creators, knowing how tough it is to be so young and have so many eyes on you.

El Mundo invertido, V de Oros invertido, La Estrella invertida, VII de Oros invertido

No creo que dure mucho en el evento. Solo lo hace por ser buena persona porque el no está ganando nada de esto. Si acepto sin saber quienes iban a estar, se dará cuenta que hay muchas cosas que tiene que darle cierre y que no hay otra forma de evitarlos. Pueda que entre las cosas que tiene que aceptar es que la gente que están participando causaron pérdidas para el, energéticamente, emocionalmente, y finánciales. Si lo hará sentír un poco desanimado pero se dará cuenta que si hay una desconexión con estas personas, algo que pueda que no haya aceptado completamente. Pero, es por su bien. El no acepta las cosas hasta que se lo avientan en la cara. Solo así aprenderá.

america affects EVERY other country sadly. I’m sorry the country failed yall so badly just as much as it failed us :(

i am absolutely devastated with everything right now. I feel like i’m back to how I felt in 2016 when i was just a teenager. I feel so helpless

are you referring to the announcements he made? It’s come up in a lot of my readings that he’s trying to recreate that initial impression he got. First, he tried recreating the cinematic experience of Las Nevadas with QSMP. Now, he’s trying to bundle those two up to create a multiverse (which he was trying to do with QSMP with so many Quackity characters.) He’s chasing that high but it can’t be recreated. He won’t be satiated until he reaches the highest point he can. It also comes down to trying to prove himself, which I go in depth in my career reading on him. But yeah, he’s got a lot of insecurity in him not feeling like he’s doing enough. I’ve said this before: he’s put himself on a pedestal that he can’t reach anymore. The best he can do is realize that it’s okay to not always go all out if it’s not necessary. I understand him wanting to achieve his goals, but he doesn’t need to depend on fake friends or old content. He needs to let go and realize it’s okay to change. He doesn’t understand that his audience will follow him no matter what :(

IV of Cups, Hermit reversed, II of Swords reversed, II of cups (clarification: III of Pentacles reversed, IX of Swords reversed), Knight of Pentacles (clarification: Strength reversed), The Hierophant, King of Pentacles reversed

People who have looked down on Alex and the whole issue with the server will start to think back to everything that happened and everything that they did. They’re going to see the work he’s doing and think back to where they could have done better to stay on his good side. They’re slowly going to realize they’ve isolated themselves from the audience that was “good” because they had decided to listen to fans instead of being there for a friend, someone who had brought them so much good. At this point, they are at a path where they can’t make a good decision. They’ve advocated so much for the people wanting the downfall of Alex and his career, that now, if they decide to come crawling back, they’ll be looked down upon Alex‘s main audience and their own audience for trying to talk to “someone who treated his workers bad.” If they don’t come crawling back, they’ll lose out on a potential boost in their career and they’ll still be looked down upon Alex’s audience for not standing by their “friend.” Going back to the crawling back, some may try to reach out to him to try to get in on his project. They’ll come in acting as if they had done nothing and haven’t absolutely shit on him and the situation he had gone through. This comes from a fear of losing out on something big, for their own benefit. At this point, they're not aligned with Alex and his goals so even if they do join, it’s not going to work out for them because of their actions and words. They’ll just look like they’re scrounging for any ounce of attention from his project. Their hypocrisy and greed will be very evident as time goes on. They’ll try to make themselves believe that they’re being a good friend but to everyone who has been aware of their behavior, they’ll know that they’re not really doing it for Alex and what he wants to accomplish. They’ll feel like they’re working hard alongside him to achieve this huge thing in content creation, but deep down they know that they’re only doing this because they’re insecure of their own careers and the inability to prosper without that boost from him. It’s evident that ever since the server ended, they’ve been trying to replicate that, or try to get the same relevance. They’re insecure of their own ability to make riveting content so they’re trying to resort to him in any way they can. They’re struggling. They will continue to struggle because they decided it was better to cater to that loud minority than to a friend/someone that was willing to bring them along to achieve something amazing. They took it for granted and they’re starting to realize it.