haiii oomf

1. TRUMP. The manga not the orange. It was good, I liked it, I'm kind of literally Sophie, but also by itself there's so many things that. Just don't make sense?? There's a lot of context missing behind it so I'm planning on watching Delico's Nursery + the stage plays when I have the time... Also the artist for it is Hamaguri AKA the artist of those two Fyolai official art + Shepherd House Hotel!! Their art style is sooo pretty I wanna draw more like them but. my style is so different from theirs HELP

2. I love him a lottttt I feel bad because I made the password to my journal super hard but I'm also like. I hate seriously telling people my feelings but also he's my boyfriend so he getssss. a chance! yea. He hates fyozai but I love fyozai I think we're seriously fyozai but honestly. we're more soukoku if I'm being honest and actually I am really meh about soukoku I donttt. really care about them that much. but they're literally me and him and also he's insane about them so likeeee. i guess its cute now or something

3. gonna do something with /Michelangelo properly... with Michelangelo from TRUMP. at first I got really excited because when I searched her up her gender was "?" but now I'm like 98% shes just a trans woman with a masculine name. is the name Michelangelo actually masculine or do we just think it is because its associated with the painter. did you know the painter was gay? Either way though I lauv her shes really pretty

4. It is Fyodor! New material about him dropped yesterday but everytime I try to touch it I start showing symptoms of rabies [half joke] so I can't dissect his brain even though I want to reaaaally bad. Can I try. I want to try but I keep grinning all stupid just thinking about him oh my god. When he talks about his view of human nature he reminds me of me if I was emo oh my god I want to bite him really really really bad ok ok I'm normal. He's veryyyy. Cynical. But he does care about humanity a lotttt. a whole lot actually I'm so convinced he was like genuinely like. saddened. in that one panel. maybe I'm being delusional I reaaaaaally really really want him to be sad for once I want him to show even a little bit of vulnerability when he had that freak out over "help me" in Russian I was giggling and kicking my feet. And this whole thing makes me realize how old he is he's SO OLD oh my god. Maybe I'm projecting here but to me it just seems likeee. actually nevermind. Ok he's really me on his views honestly? but also I kind of think he's justttt. Stupid. Actually I think he's really really stupid. Because his view is that "humanity will always prefer the status quo over goodness and virtue" so he's trying to get the non ability users of the world to wage a war and try to wipe out the ability users but I genuinely don't understand how and why Fyodor would ever arrive at this conclusion and be ok with it because they're always going to exist unless it's genetic but like we don't know the actual origin of abilities in the first place. but inevitably some will get away, some will band together and fight because I mean that's what always happens right? and then fyodor your so called thousand years world peace is GONE I don't know the whole thing is so flimsy I just think it fell kind of flat. I mean I'm 16 and I arrived at the conclusion he did two years ago 😭. I haven't even thought about how his religion ties into it at all so mayyyy. beeeee. its that. I am really uneducated about religion considering my parents were never religious so I was never religious and so my view of his views is a secular point of view but still....... still. and also he's like a bajillion years old I don't know. but his ultimate conclusion is just strange maybe its just the limits of human thought or somethingggggg. oh my god Fyodor is ♡human♡ sometimes I forget cuz he's like. his ability. but he's still human. I don't know I see myself reflected in him a lot but I mean I'm not him isn't it good to relate to your husband? if he stopped getting killed do you think he could die of old age