Idk my eating behavoirs have been so weird... I keep avoiding food and I don't know why? Like I am hesitant to sit down at the table and eat a proper meal and I get mad whenever someone says I should. I feel hungry and yet I don't want to eat at all. I don't really understand why. So I'm looking for a paragraph guy
Important things:
First, weight. I'm underweight by like 44 lbs last I checked. I don't really have a problem with my appearance. Sometimes I'm looking at my food and I think "you can't have any more" or "you're too fat" but like I know that's not really what I think. I don't really care about that.
Secondly, I'm nonhuman and I might be having a kinshift. For context, Sunai dislike human food and need to eat souls to fulfill themselves. That could explain why I'm hungry but refusing to eat. (Yes I'm aware that this is a stretch but I'm at a loss here so forgive me for grasping at straws)
Can someone tell me if I'm going insane or not. Thank you

(If you don't know what a paragraph guy is, it's someone who basically writes a paragraph comment to properly explain something. Some people are spiteful and say "I ain't reading allat" but paragraph guys are genuine lifesavers)