this isn't a vent i swear please don't treat it like one

anyways now that i'm really thinking about the fact that i may be queerplatonic i'm realizing that the "qprs" (in HEAVY quotes) that i used to be in were....... not very yippee

realizing that i'm questioning myself so much because of the past ones and now i'm realizing that i probably shouldn't be counting a relationship where the other person didn't even take the relationship seriously.

then i remembered i had a pretty big queerplatonic crush (what are they called again) on one of my friends, but that crush is no more since she left the internet for like. a year or so. anyways in short i'm pretty gay in the queerplatonic sense. like i'm 99.9% sure at this point