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[[continuing again]] He even tries to almost let it go, have it be a one-time thing, but he’s aware of jungkook’s own desire to feel that way with him again and so it goes on. its not really about dynamics. even jungkook almost goes down that road, but he quickly realises that it isn't about what role he's playing in sex, its about what feels good, what makes him feel good, what works for him at this given time. he mentions liking slow sex with raven, i assume its when things hadn't gone downhill, but him preferring it hard and fast later on could signify that it became less about dragging it out and truly emmersing himself into the moment and more about chasing pleasure while trying to run away from smth else. i could be reaching with this ofc but atp im just yapping (sorry if its annoying lol) so it actually felt like a significant moment when jungkook could choose and he still chose to keep going as they already had been. it sort of felt like this was a moment of familiarity and trust and intimacy, esp the kind that jungkook not only liked but wanted more of. he didnt want to change things up because he truly felt good.
that it i think. it would be so funny if at the end of all this (or even before that) youre like "girl it ain't that deep" 😂😭 but yes as i said just indulging. these are actually really well-crafted characters and so i just wanted to get into this one aspect bc it felt like it meant more seeing how jk is (and also tae as well for that matter, that he would give him that choice, sit on his lap basically offering himself up, esp when i remember you saying him preferring to top also has a background)
PART 3: Yeah so in this part what’s striking to me right away is your mentioning that Jk isn’t actively thinking about dynamics, just what feels good to him—like! YEEEEEESS! That’s it, ahhhh, for every hairbrained message I’ve ever gotten insisting that whatever top/bottom dynamic is the Right one for these characters, all of it fails to understand what you clearly do: it’s entirely based around what he (and tae too) feel is good for them together in the moment and in their bodies. and in that sense, yes, it was significant for him in his current arc to choose to continue what they’ve been doing so far (aka him bottoming) bc he’s like… freshly obsessed with that kind of physical expression, if that makes sense.
I also reeeeeally find it juicy how you interpreted Tae’s actions in that moment too heheehh. It has me very 👀 What I’ll say is we’ll definitely see more of that come up for them in the future—the switching up of roles (or, like w this chapter, the lack of that) as a means of gauging their growing closeness… veeery important.
THANK YOU AGAIN for this message—it’s sooooo inspiring to me as an author any time people spend time with the characters and with their own thoughts on the characters. I’m truly so lucky 💖💖💖
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I thoroughly enjoyed this character discussion. I’m not as articulate with my words but totally resonated with this whole comment. You are brilliant. Your nicotine taekook characters are so really and complex and interesting. I really do spend my waking hours thinking about these two and their dynamic. I’m so excited to see how their relationship unfolds. Thank you again both author and commenter for this lovely discussion.
“that it i think. it would be so funny if at the end of all this (or even before that) youre like "girl it ain't that deep" 😂😭 but yes as i said just indulging. these are actually really well-crafted characters and so i just wanted to get into this one aspect bc it felt like it meant more seeing how jk is (and also tae as well for that matter, that he would give him that choice, sit on his lap basically offering himself up, esp when i remember you saying him preferring to top also has a background)”
ALSO THIS PART! This part has me so weak! The analysis of Tae offering himself up to JK is just chefs kiss. The trust and the intimacy is so fkn beautiful. Like how can a scene about fucking be invoke so many feelings as well. Loved how the author doesn’t even have to spell it out, you just know what these actions mean.