It was peaceful,Alhumdulillah.

rentry.

Having drama on Neospring and getting in a relationship ☠️

when pcb tried to talk to a stranger irl (yeah we sometimes even touch grass!) and went all like bsod and i had to take his place and then the dude took me for stupid but i managed to save the thing because i (somehow) figured out what he was asking (he was one of those dudes who speak in their native language and the other native speakers need captions to understand him because he speaks with a very strong accent of whatever isolated village or poorer neighborhood of whatever city)

i thought at first he was asking me if i "wanted a cig", turned out to be just asking where the sports center was

the doctor agreed that my intrusive thoughts were related to OCD im pretty sure thats what they basically said (i thought i couldve had bpd or some shit back in june since it was diagnosable in minors and im the type to look up of symptoms of stuff and get scared I was genuinely cryinggg over that because i was never aware i was diagnosed with OCD up until august or september i think, i was told but then of course i forgot I know that sounds really stupid but i really did for basically my entire life)

My doctor telling me I'm at an extremely high risk of developing cancer due to my chronic illness , was pretty eventful . ☺️