Kinitopet my eeble my little guy i want to tug on his gills hesmy little pet guy pets him and throws him at the wall but gently and kisses and cuddles hima fter and wants to kill myself. But cannot because hes so autistic and so cute and so computer program love my love

DUDE FOR ONCE I AM OUT OF WORDS TO WRITE ABOUT KEEGAN. (insert ramble that goes over the character limit here)

honestly I LOVE CAR GARN47 SO MUCH HES GENUINELY SO SILLY URUDHSHGDHA I WANT TO SQUISH HIM SO HARSD. cruel king blocktales... oh boy where do i even start -gracious -beautiful -old man -AND a king

Now..... uhmmm uh uh i. OH YEAH yosef decaying winter gyatt DAMN! if i was ever left alone with him in a room there definitely would be the opposite of winter under those bedsheets 😈 i mean wh

A chance to talk about ORV don't mine if I do
Yoo Joonghyuk and Han Sooyoung, I love them they make me happy
I'm gonna be honest I've loved Joonghyuk since the beginning, Sooyoung on te other hand, I remember how I kept calling her plagiariser girl because I didn't like the fact that she'd, well, plagiarise a lesser known novel to profit and couldn't be bothered to remember her name, oh how the tables have turned, she's my second highest comfort character now (Joonghyuk being first)
I guess I sort of naturlly started liking Joonghyuk, as someone who relates to Dokja, the main character, a lot I can't help but feel attached to those he gets attached to as well, I guess this goes the same for other characters I relate to as well
I'll spare the Joonghyuk thoughts I have too many that will be too hard to organise coherently haha. What I will talk about is how today is the second day of a convention I'm attending and I went cosplaying as Dokja. Yesterday I found an artwork by one of my art classmates from a different batch, it was, yep, Dokja, I got so excited I literally scrambled to take a picture like this convention was mainly focused on games and anime I wasn't expecting ORV at all, maybe I should've went ahead and made an ORV illustration to submit for the gallery
Anyways yesterday I also found YooHanKim + Cale Henituse merch at a booth, I didn't bring my wallet so one of the first things I did when I arrived today day was buy the pins they had. Dokja pin was the last in stock which is funny because when I went to Nijigen I had managed to get the last Dokja keychain at another artist's booth, I am so glad I went when I did otherwise I don't think I would've gotten them
Anddd that's a wrap, I got a bit sidetracked there, sorry about that, but thank you for the opportunity to ramble, I had A Bit to say as you can see

i absolutely adore xander so much, he’s just such a lovely person & i am very happy to call her my girlhusband. he has such a lovable personality & he’s just such a good person. it hurts that he has such a bad past when she’s so amazing AAA he’s also so so cute! i wanna squeeze her like a teddy bear & kiss his cute face. i cannot wait to see him again one day #delusional

KAZUIIIII I LOVE HIM SO MUCH HE'S SO ME FR (in a very shameful way) BUT OMG HE'S SO PRETTY AND I LOVE HIM SO MUCH, HE IS LITERALLY THE ONLY MILGRAM CHARACTER I AM ATTACHED TO!!! I ACTUALLY HATE SLOW MUSIC AND JAZZ BUT OML HIS VOICE IS SO MAJESTIC HE MADE ME LIKE THAT DUMB SONG SO MUCH. I NEVER HAVE ANYTHING BAD TO SAY ABOUT HIM HE'S JUST SO PERFECT (no he isn't) I HOPE PEOPLE VOTE HIM INNOCENT 3RD TRIAL PLS PLS I NEED KAZUI ALIVE WVEN AFTER THE SERIES ENDS.

ALSO, I LOVE JACK FROM DAYBREAK 2, HE'S ALSO ME CODED, PEOPLE MISCHARACTERIZE HIM SO MUCH, THEY ALWAYS SEEM HIM AS THIS 'TSUNDERE' CHARACTER BUT IN REALITY HE'S JUST AFRAID FROM PAST DATING EXPERIENCES. (Daybreak community please stop labeling him as a tsundere challenge go!!). I JSUT LOVE MISUNDERSTOOD CHARACTERS SO MUCH BC THEY'RE SO RELATABLE. (I'd ramble more but I'm sooo sleepy gn!)

monkey d luffy is pretty misunderstood, no he isnt a tiny babie autism type of person. He has been regressing his age due to having to grow up faster than others. He was put Through what i call “mental torment” , losing his brother ace was a moving point for luffy. He still (im sure) misses him. He was with him for a while. He is still in his youth. 19 Physically But Younger Mentally, Sure there are points where he can make straight thoughts, but his whole Character is just so sad. It aches in me as i relate to him badly. Even as a introject. Monkey d luffy Has been and will always be a complexified character. And i thank oda for that. Some kids in this World are forced to grow up and he symbolizes it onto luffy like a arrow in the heart. It aches me.

I do this every day to you

I literally got garcello and sniper on mudae because some friends/server members that I'm close with GIFTED THEM TO ME!! garcello isn't actually on mudae but we made a custom instead!!! I fuckingh loev sniper tf2 and GARCELLO FUCKING CONNOR❓❓❗❗❗❗❗❗❗❗❗❗❓❗ I also got könig on bongo but that doesn't matter I don't like him that much anymore maybe just maybe .. I like the dynamic between engineer and spy tbh I think they're silly. MY FATHERSSS❗❗❗❗❗Also I would love to wear matching scarves with garcello that would be awesome sauce dudevro ok dies I JUST WOKE UP I CAN'T RAMBLE ENOUGH AJHHH!!!!!!! you get the gist I love sniper garcello spy(platonic) and engineer(mostly platonic for every character tbh) THEY'RE ALL SO COOL AHHH!!! Never ever mention Bob velseb near me I will haunt you down

hi i know we ‘re not mutuals bur this is corny so dont read it why i love leon kennedy and I DONT THINK HES JUST HOT i'm going to be honest with you we mostly like him for his personality and character, we also kin him for some reason, the reason why we do is because he went through trauma and (used to) do things like drinking alcohol to get over himself. also he just wants a break, and everytime he does get a 'vacation' it doesn't end up going well i kin leon kennedy a lot and relate to him in a way that he's a cool character, i know i simp over him like all the fucking time like yes hes attractive but i also mostly like him for his character, he went through a lot of trouble, especially at a young age (21, he was a rookie cop who just wanted to help out people and ended up getting caught in the middle of a zombie apocalypse.) not only that but its mostly because hes just. a really good character and i love him so so much. i'm not saying that he was the first resident evil character i knew (carlos oliveira was) but i just. i understand him a lot and relate to him a lot even if i didnt go through the same exact situation and experience as he did. he just. i relate to him because he wants to take a break from life and it never happens. and like i said everytime it does happen he always gets caught up in a situation. he gained PTSD from all his trauma, hes struggling mentally and emotionally, had his heart broken twice (by his ex girlfriend , and then ada wong, she ghosted him for 7 years) and he just. he needs a break and i feel bad for him i don't know how or why i feel so bad for him even though hes just a fictional character but. i love him so much and hes just so me!! and the way he talks, like ummm his corny lines, it just makes me love him even more. like he's quirky but in a different way. and i've been called quirky many times iirc LMAO. hes just a relatable character and i just love him so much and i can never stop thinking about him all the time because hes literally so me </3

guuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Glep