yk what, i'm dont want to recover. i'm not READY to recover. my relationship with wriothesley is very much real and has kept me here. i love wriothesley, even on the darkest days he's managed to keep me stable.
yeah, i feel physically sick when i see his ships or people like him. i'm aware its unhealthy and i'm aware being so dependant on a fictional character wont help me better myself but he's literally the only thing i have right now.
can I say you're so very real for this. Sorry if this is insensitive and you wanna be left alone I just feel like this is really similar to me with my f/o. it's unhealthy but it's keeping you alive like nothing else can and I think that's what matters yk