oh my god… this is the SWEETEST thing someone has ever told me. i am genuinely speechless. you are welcomed in this community, please feel free to reach out in my dms, i could share with you zedris’ arcane dead dove server, maybe it will help you be more comfortable. i KNOW what it means to be scared, i have always been surrounded by antis and to this day i worry some of my close friends find out & stop talking to me. but you know what? fuck them, if it happens. and fuck anyone else, you deserve to share whatever you like. when i tell you i was even SCARED to say i was into dead dove at first … you wouldn’t believe me. god bless me if i even mentioned “incest”. now im talking daily about mom daughter and any other freaky / odd kink ( example : necro ) because i honestly don’t give a fuck & have found welcoming friends and lovely community. the dead dove / proshippers are some of the BEST people i met, literally my family. do a favor to yourself and put yourself here between us <333 you are welcomed. you will get confident as time goes on: im still shy about some of the stuff i talk about but WHO CARES!!! if someone does not like it, they can ignore it. what’s important is that I like it <3