I'm gonna vomit why tf is my ex best friend that left me while I was relapsing and on the brink of SUICIDE just because their gf didn't like me on my bus?? Like no you don't get to come back into my life now Ive gotten better go back to Ur fucking hobbit hole and dissapear

I hate my copycat I hate my copycat I hate my copycat I hate my copycat I hate my copycat I hate my copycat I hate my copycat I hate my copycat I hate my copycat I hate my copycat I hate my copycat I hate my copycat I hate my copycat I hate my copycat I hate my copycat I hate my copycat I hate my copycat I hate my copycat I hate my copycat I hate my copycat

"social anxiety isn't even that bad" some dude sat next to me and I started sobbing. All I could say is "my name is Clyde I like red and the colour cats" THE COLOUR CATS?? I am not stepping outside ever again. (He's my friend now tho :3) The first he asked me was literally "are you nurodivergent?" LIKE STOP (we ended up having to talk through writing down on a piece of paper..)

I'm gonna scream why are religious ppl so insufferable. I was just tryna play regretavator when someone told a murderer drones fan to kts for liking it and I was like tf?? Ur a bad person they can't help what they enjoy and they started saying how it's "immoral" and that they're spreading the word of god and compared liking md (a show about ROBOTS) to n@zis?! Like WHAT and I genuinely was just like Ur delusional I hope you get eradicated omg and then they started trying to gaslight me into thinking they didn't say for the fan to kts instead apparently they said to 'burn themselves to eradicate themselves of sin' WHAT? THAT WOULD STILL KILL THEM?! ALL THIS OVER A YOUTUBE SHOW. it was like talking to a brick wall that kinda mentality is like racism "I don't like it so they should die!!!!" Like what. I hate them SM omg. Don't tell people to die because they like a show.

I have to start college today I feel so sick...

Guys I have autism assesment tomorrow I'm finally gonna get diagnosed yaey

I've had this copycat for a while now and it makes me so uncomfortable.. now they've took it way to far.. if you look at their straw page you'd genuinely think it was about me. They even started to associate themselves with red, cats, cherries, knives which is all things I have been associating with for YEARS. even my friends associate ME with those things... And before you say "it's not that big of a deal it could be a coincidence!" They didn't know about Zeno remake UNTIL I GOT INTO IT AND BECAME A MAENO AKI INTROJECT and then 2 months after they suddenly get into it and claim to be maeno aki irl?? They use deciders that I specifically requested from a Tumblr user they now claim to be a catkin MONTHS after I publicly said I was one, they made a pronouns cc MONTHS after I did even tho before they were using pronouns page?? They started using the SPECIFIC blood overlay I've used for 9 months. They were a Clyde Donovan coping link until I said I was a Clyde Donovan fiction kin (before I found out I had did and was actually a fictive) they never used pixels or dividers until I started making rentries. Everything I do they suddenly do a few months later?? I don't even feel like my own person anymore because they suddenly do the same things. I really wish they would stop. I've asked them too multiple times but they just say I was copying them even though I did it first. And they use their age as an excuse "Ur 16 I'm only 13!!!" Like just please stop. Be your own person.

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