Chuunibyo.
Dont get me wrong, i still have a hint of it, but i no longer legit believe that my worldbuilding is real and my imagination is actually just visions.
My 'i won't pretend to be a dog era' 😭 when I was a kid I didn't like pretend to be a dog. And I didn't even think about being werewolf or anything. I liked vampires when I was younger. But like when my friends would play dogs or something I would NOT get on my hands on my knees so I would stand there awkwardly and give a thumbs up LITERALLY I was that awkward guy at a party. I just find silly too because I would do ANYTHING to avoid it literally forced myself how to tie my shoes so I wouldn't have to play dogs with my friends 😭
i dissociated through childhood idk what happened
i liked aphmau i think idk
i was a dream fan
my scooby doo hyperfixation 🔥🔥🔥
i couldnt have my desired edgy emo phase when i was like 9-10
so probably my "dissociated 24/7" dreamcore weirdcore aesthetic, jack stauber, dreampop enjoyer phase. was so desperate to get teleported in the places i daydream about. i would legit play those muffled songs that make me ascend while staring at liminal spaces for hours straight 😭